
Life as a Joke.
Isit really funny to you. I mean seriously.
Have you all actually being in my shoes and think for me?
Ya. I know I'm a Sissy, and people call me Gay. I am weak. I am whiny. I've got Great Hearing Problem. You think I enjoy being like that? You think I could change when I am born like this. So you all want me to be absolutely perfect like some other guys?
So You think I could do something when I am Sissy naturally? " Yes You can do it " or " You didn't try how you know? ". Hang on. So you all thinks that being Sissy is a "Habit"? It's not! Asking me to do something about sissy actions is as good as asking a Man not to get turn on by a Sexy Nude Hot Babe infront of him. Seriously. So you think it's Funny and you all start calling me a "Sissy" since I was 7 years old. and the Best part when you all spell 'Sissy' as "Sissi'. You all thinks I don't mind or actually enjoy being called this way. Get a Life people, I do have feelings and I do feel hurt!
Now, is it wrong to even be a Gay to begin with? I am not relating to myself here, but ya. What's wrong with being a Homosexual. Frankly speaking Homo-relationship do last longer and happier than those Fuck Boy-Girl Relationship! I've never heard of gay couple divorced so far, but I've seen millions of 'normal' couple divorced! Get a Fuck out of your Life people.
Next Issue. Yes I know. My fucking hearing problem is pissing anyone of you off. Hold on. So you all think i enjoy being this way and I want to be this way! AND IF YOU SERIOUSLY THINKS THAT THIS PROBLEM CAN BE SOLVED, I WON'T HAVE THIS PROBLEM FOR THE PAST 18 YEARS OF MY LIFE UNTIL TODAY!
I had enough. I am a Human not a Joke. If You think that I am being childish or not even doing anything to solve my problem go ahead. What's the point of explaining so much when I am already trying my best here. Trying to do every single thing i could to make myself feel better and ignoring what the others are saying about me.
Since 7 years old until now, for the past 11 years. I am living as a Joker to anyone of you out there, thinking that I am some Jokers, created by God to bring Joy to your Life. It's ridiculous ain't it? I am leading my own Life and you're leading yours. I am not even crossing your Line and you start to gossip behind my back, saying all sorts of nasty stuff to others. From school to work. I seek nothing but just mutual respects and understanding from my working colleagues, my friends and even anyone out there.
Stop trying to make a fool of yourselves, it doesn't hurt me anymore. Instead it portray the Childish and Ugly side of you especially when You all are already Ugly! Get a Life!
IT'S NOT FUNNY FUCKERS!
Wednesday, July 13, 2011,9:33 PM