it's all the nonsense of brendan

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Life's a Joke.

Life's a Joke. Isn't it?

I couldn't sleep well at night when I am F* tired after work and I have to wake up at 6 the next morning. It sucks when I am mentally awake in the middle of the night, thinking that I am Late, or even waking up a few minutes before the alarm. and the next thing i pray for is to get a seat on the F* -ing Bus so that I could sleep, however I am always standing all the way to Far East Plaza. F* Yeah.

I know it takes approximately 20 to 30 minutes travelling from my house to Far East, and I left 20 minutes earlier, in short I left house about 1 hour to the time I'm suppose to report and I am almost late thanks to the Fucking Heavy traffic along the Highway. F* Much!

the next issue - I felt so F* Lifeless, emotionless and whatever when I have to think that my day was wasted doing stuff over again EVERYDAY - Wake Up, Change, Bus, Change into Uniform, Cut Fruits, Change, Home, Shower, Dinner and SLEEP; from Monday to Sunday, except on my off days.

What could be worst than waking up on your Off Day Morning thinking that I have work tomorrow. F* thanks.

I know I lack of the motivation to go to work and I have to drag myself daily to work. and I try to stay positive. Hard time solving it.

Work Issue - when You had hard time blending into the group of people around you and you failed. In addition, it totally sucks to the core when I have no one to communicate or to create a better working environment when you can't talk to your ONLY friend.

Life F* Sucks. It's full of WEIRD and STUPID decisions and choices. I shouldn't have gone to the Banquet. Jaslynn, if you're reading it, don't blame me if I wanted to go back to Coffee Lounge when I couldn't take it one day.

Monday, May 30, 2011,12:34 PM