Well. I does not only mean that I have been growing physically,but also mentally. After so many disheartening things and events occurring to me, I have learnt alot of things. Countless. I've come to realise, things don't change, instead, we should be BRAVE and face the challenge. Friends and Love? They are just extra supporting and encouragement. They may help you, undergo with you. But eventually, You have to face it yourself.

Life - BOUND to have the HIGHEST point and the LOWEST point. I've past the LOW point in my Life, moving towards the HIGH point in my Life.

I've felt that I am gaining confidence. Feeling confident!

I thought it is all God's work. Is it?! I am unsure. But, I know that I am feeling the growing confidence in me! It all started on Monday. It is my first time in my Life, introducing myself and shake hands with other people. I felt so GOOD, Welcomed and LOVED! It's an awesome feeling. Since then, I am confident. During SHATEC interview, I speak confidently, proudly. Not trembling nor so-nervous. Who don't feels nervous ? *wink*. I hope it continues in me!

Well. I have a funny story to share. It happens on Monday, before the Oh Joonsung Drama Concert, I went to Far East for a haircut and highlight. Everyone thought that I am a Caucasian. Everyone trying their best to communicate English with me. I felt so weird. I knew about it from the start. So I plan to trick them all the way until the end. BUT, it failed. My father called when I am going for a hair wash, speaking to me in Mandarin, no choice, I got to answer in Mandarin. The hairstylist got so surprised, and start questioning me... interview is a better word! *XD*. And it goes on ... Nothing much ! *XP* I shall just admit that I am Caucasian next time round! Roar ! Oh .. the lady boss even introduce me Chinese culture about Chinese New Year - the exhange of Mandarin Oranges and angbao ! It is kind of hilarious. But that's kind of her ! Cheers !

p/s: " I am confident of myself now! I shall try not to look down on myself again! toodles ! "