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Life -Upside Down


Bitch & Butch. I am back with a hard time in my mind. Hopefully I will try to share my situationS and my problemS. Maybe , I should start the post with two photos taken with Naaty during our Shopping!

*ahem.* it seems that my face is getting fatter and my mouth is smaller.

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Days aren't getting good recently. My life has been turning upside down after my Grandpa Funeral. Something is missing from my life. I miss him (for sure). But that isn't the main reason for the CHANGE in my life. Let's get into situations.

Situation 1: I have not being cooking anymore, almost 2 months.
It all happen during my grandpa funeral. I have NOT being helping much during the funeral, to prevent from getting scolding, because I don't anything. Trying my best not to be a busybody. So they said that I had not being helping to do ANYTHING! *i admtted*. There comes the humilation!
My aunt: "What have you done for this funeral?"
My uncle: "Look at your cousins and other people, buring incense paper, did you do?"
Me (talking to myself): "Fuck. There are so many people doing it. So why must I be doing it since there are people doing it!"
My 'marvellous' dad interrupted: "Have ! He cooked lorh!"
They are humilating me! Do they know the reason of me cooking for them? Alright. To be precise. I've cook some dessert for them. Green Bean soup and Apple with White Fungus. All this soup in Chinese Medicine are known for Cooling. I thought under such a hot weather (by the way, the 5 days funeral, it only rain on the 3rd and 4th day), these soup might help them. And they thought that I AM TRYING TO SHOW OFF MY ABILITY FOR COOKING!. I admit that I do feel proud that I am able to cook. But, have they ever think that what's the main purpose of cooking this!
Conclusion: I AM NOT GOING TO COOK FOR THEM! Two months since I have been cooking for them, and they are complaining! Saying that this holiday is a good time for you to cook for use. But you never cook. Getting lazier and lazier! Fine ! Whatever they want to say. I still insist not cooking for them!
Even my mum told me: " Baby! I support You! Don't cook for that bunch of FUCKERS! Even my collegue also said that. Their children can't even cook a pot of instant noodle, let alone cooking for them..."
As a grandchild myself, I have never seen any other grandchild cooking for their FAMILY! Damn it. Stupid me!
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Situation 2: My family had heard people saying that I have been rude for some reasons.
So what's the problem with them? How rude can I be? Scold them off? I did not. It happen this way. As a first grandchild *which is not suppose to me, because the first grandchild is too small for the prayer! He is only 6!*, I am suppose to wear that FUCKING traditional funeral costume! It cause itch on my head and back. So I did lift that stupid thing out of my head and scratch. But did put that back after that. Instead, I got scolded for doing that. FUCK! Is there rules stating that you cannot scratch!? Where is JUSTICE. Then here comes their NAG!
My uncle: " Your grandfather is dead. Can't you just doing things as it suppose to be, don't scratch here and there?!"
Me (talking to myself): "Fuck! Don't talk so much! Look what you are wearing first! You are wearing a comfortable one on your hat and IT DOES NOT CAUSE ITCH!"
Bloody fuckers. I can just say I don't want to do this ritual for I am a Buddist. I can just chant in the temple! But for respect, I do as I am told!
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Situation 3: Dad said that I have mistaken the words of Buddha's.
My aunt: "So you think, Grandpa passed away is good or bad?"
Me: "I think It is good! He is free from PAIN & Suffering!"
My aunt: "Yar. But.. *I can't remember what she say*"
I interrupted: "So you expect me to CRY and MOURN?! Which buddha says... *my buddha's story*"
My dad: "You have mistaken Buddha's words"
I just could not believe my 'marvellous' dad's words. I asked my SUPER INTELLIGENT mama. She say that I am not wrong.
Conclusion: Religious Riots!
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Situation 4: My mama is moving out. Conflicts between Dad and my little Brother.
I can see that my Dad is ALWAYS opposing my Mama. ALWAYS! *getting angrier when I type*. *calming in process*. Well, my dad has never play apart in disciplining, and we are SO MUCH closer to mama. So naturally, we are used to and adapted to how my mum lived and we have our own living styles and habits. But this bloody man just SUDDENLY poke into our affairs and discipline my younger brother, coming home one day and start scolding him. My mother felt weird and so question him and get in to QUARREL. Poor Mama. Luckily I wasn't at home at that time. So I meet my mum at the void deck. Ridiculous right? My mum told me parts of their quarrel.

Dad: "I always work until so late for their future."
Mum: "Which on the fucking parents on earth don't need to work and earn money for their children. ONLY YOU *sacarstic tone*"
Dad: "If not you go work I stay at home and take care of them."
Mum: "Hey! as if I never work while take care of them before. Aiya only you are the GREATEST!"
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Mum: "I regret giving you their custody to YOU!"
Dad: "Then you take back!"

Isn't him being SO 'Responsible' ! Fuck him!

Conclusion: That fucker thinks he is the BEST!

Well. I am not opposing him! But, it takes time for us to adapt to his bloody lifestyle. Which I don't want. It is not me! So he thinks that I AM RUDE! Fuck! *roll eyes*. Come on. Lets think. Since he has not being playing a part in my life, he should adapt to our lifestyle right? Not us!!!!! JUSTICE!

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Well. You may all be thinking why is my Mum moving out. My dad and My mum get divorced late 2008. So she are suppose to move out. My brother and mine custody are with Dad. For the reason being, My mum thinks that HE IS A MAN and is their job, (since my dad is a typical and traditional Chinese man!). Plus, he owns a Timber Company. So he should be RICH in a sense. I am not sad about anything, cause I still can meet my Mum! * "^^" *

I tell myself. To be STRONG and INDEPENDENT! Should I depend on that man?! NO!

Guys! Do give me JUSTICE. Tag in my Tagbox!

p/s: " INDEPENDENCE! "


Click Here I have once type about topic with regards to my Dad. How 'marvellous' he is. Read to relate that post to this !!!.. Got to go ..Bye Butch!


Monday, January 25, 2010,10:46 AM



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Psst! I'm Brendan Jenkins.

" I'm not a Girl, neither a Boy! I'm just an alien in a Human Skin. I'm not a fashionista, but I am not a slobby dresser. I am not choosy person, neither an easy person. I not conservative, neither too open. I'm a person FULL OF NONSENSE.

I am Just Who I am.

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