I thought of Giving up the Passion in my Life - Culinary.

I thought seriously, should I take up Culinary and Catering Management in Temasek Polytechnic.

I thought for a moment, Do I really fit to be a Chef.

I thought, is Cooking going to be the Goal in my Life.

I thought, do I really LOVE cooking ?

I thought, is cooking really my PASSION.

I am so tired; stress. I really hate the feeling when people say "How are you going to be Chef next time?". It sucks. It's okay if you are commenting my food - it is awful or what-so-ever. But, it somehow seems to be humilating me and doubting on my ability if you tell me this. I would not give a damn if it is just No-Body, BUT it is all my family who said this to me. Must a chef be doing all the things you mention? Must a chef do eat all sorts of Food, horrible looking food. Must all the chef cook for their family? So this is what a GREAT chef should do and look like to you. Sorry. I am willing to give up. I am not a hawker centre stallholder and I am not any of the professional chef, why is my family always telling me and 'ordering' food, asking me to cook. Hello ! I am not a maid! Is this even a 'training' for me? RUBBISH! It is just what you all have claim! My family sucks. It really sucks. I hate my family! Why are they like this, always saying that I am spending money on me. Isn't this what a FAMILY should do? Why are they always mentioning all this?If it is so hard to take care of me. Just tell me! It is as if I am unable to survive by myself! I thought I should really give up on my ACADEMIC.

p/s: "I HATE everything of mine! My Life. My Passion. My time. MY FAMILY ! "

pardon for such a EMO post.... that's is all my current feeling....