it's all the nonsense of brendan

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too much to say.

My school term has come to an end, 4 terms in SHATEC has ended. 3 weeks from now, each individual will be out to the society, in the real kitchen , trying to fight for our living and experiences. April 2010 to March 2011. It's not a short period, neither a very long period. A lot of things had happen. Many things changes. I've changed. My character has change. Even my Life style and habits had changed. I've fall and I've climbed up the stairs slowly. It feels like my destiny is fixed - a Chef. I seems like I'm back to the bottom of the stairs again, slowly and eventually, I've got to reach the top to be a Chef - Chef de Partie. Sous Chef. or even an Executive Chef.

1 whole year in SHATEC institutes, it bring me to realise alot of things. A potential student like June would get worried not getting into a hotel for her intern, afraid that her skills are bad or not stable enough.

" what about myself? My skills and my ability? "

I thought. Sometimes I really doubt my ability and my capability. It isn't that I am afraid to suffer or harsh training. Instead, I'm worried that I am not up to the standard and expectations of my chef. I'm afraid that I will ruin and screw up the whole kitchen. I'm afraid that my little hearing cum concentration problem will be a hindrance to my future kitchen team.

Admire. I really admire people like taemin from SHINee. For his dream he tried. He sacrifises. He work hard for it. For today his popularity, the Love from his Fans. He is doing and I believe that he is enjoying everything he is doing now - Singing and Performing.

Being practical. I admire even just a normal chef. I admire how they can work under such harsh condition. Working under such high level of stress. Working in such a harsh condition. Yet earning so little. *around of applause*. Please guys. When you walk into a restaurant next time, appreciate everything that is on your plate, from the presentation, to the cutting skills, the texture the taste. EVERYTHING!

How ironic can Life be? People like Justin Bieber and SHINee's Taemin are of the same age as us, we're human. But they have thousands and even Millions of people idolised them and Love them. Whereas there not even one who will Love us, let alone idolised us. Different people different fate.

Thursday, March 10, 2011,8:11 PM