nonsense of Brendan Jenkins.

differentiating Singaporean girls.

2012-02-04T11:38:00.002+08:00

typical Ah Lians VS Glamourous Girls.

Typical Ah Lian.

[(thick eyeliners + thick fake lashes + thick foundations + bad concealing) + Cigarette ]

= UGLY.

Glamourous Girls

( eyeliners + concealer + foundations )

= Simple.

[( eyeliners + concealer + foundations ) + Blushes + Pinky Lip Gloss]

= Cute.

[( eyeliners + concealer + foundations ) + Bronzer + Lip Gloss ]

= Sexy.

{ [ ( eyeliners + concealer + foundations ) + Blushes + Red Lipstick ] + Center Parting }

= Goddess

Likewise;

{[( eyeliners + concealer + foundations ) + Bronzer + Lip Gloss ] + Cigarettes}

= UGLY.

Wedding

2012-01-14T22:42:00.004+08:00

wedding could probably be one of the most romantic thing that could happen on earth. the white gown. that beautiful. those flowers. and all..

my friends and i were chatting a while ago, and i start talking about a little wishes i would love to fulfill in future - buy a studio condominium, a mini cooper. just somehow, it linked to the topic of wedding.

in fact, weddings has never really came across my mind, though bridal gown fantasized me ( i've got that little weakness for gowns, and i dont know why. ). i've always believe that weddings is an significant occasion that marks the day of you finally settling down and love your partner wholeheartly. but i beg to differ when it comes to a wedding certificates , i'm sorry but it seems more like a legal certificate to fuck your partners instead.

i could never understand what's the significant reason behind for having a wedding banquet, spending the wholesum of money on food for a bunch of unrelated people, or someone you barely know (namely, your relatives).

however, despite all this ranting and nonsenses, i still believe in weddings. who knows i would get a girl for myself, love her wholeheartly; and finally settling down with her. well, we never know the future.

just a short message for all young couples outside - if you love your partner, seize the opportunity, love him or her wholeheartly. true love are hard to come by. when it's meant for you, it's yours.

.. what i hate.

2012-01-08T16:39:00.002+08:00

I really hate this particular feelings i have each time i have to book in.

I feel lost.
I feel so sick.
I'll be homesick.

i hate the feeling of leaving my home.

disciplinary issue

2012-01-08T10:00:00.003+08:00

Self-discipline (noun)

the act of disciplining or power to discipline one's own feelings, desires, etc, esp with the intention of improving oneself

Discipline

training to act in accordance with rules

information abstracted from. dictionary.com

there would be a point of time, when you have to stay with a large group of people, working hands in hands , where Teamwork became the first priority.

I'm in the current situation now - staying with a large group of people, working with them, training with you. as time passes, i start observing peoples' behaviour, their attitude and whatever they do. it pissed me off so badly when majority of them are lacking of discipline; worst still, they lack of self-disciplinary. it's a fact that everyone in this camp have lived at least 17 years or some even more, yet they couldn't differciate what's right from wrong. Maturity ?

Spitting on the floor where everyone will be sitting on. refuse to follow instructions. insulting one another. Play Punk. Wasting each others' time. Doing retarded stuff which no absolute normal human beings would do.

That's how they want their life to be? Pathetic ? Don't they understand the requirements and standard of that place? the Life is so simple there, all you have to do is just wake up to new instructions, that's all.

i've got absolute nothing to say about their personal hygiene, obviously they dont practice one or maybe they never have one. It's a Joke! It's worst when they actually get angry when someone tried to correct them. Just slap your face against the wall. If i am ever a God, such people won't stand a chance to be on this Earth. But apparently God is Gracious.

okay. i'm done ranting after keeping all this stupid nonsense to myself. Please " chao ah beng " do something about your own behaviour. Learn Self -Discipline. Shame on you guys. You actually lived in this Earth this way for the past 18 years of your Life.

childhood

2011-10-19T12:15:00.002+08:00

Comparing my 4 years-old cousin and I today. I feel like a kampong kid back then - with no modern technologies; we played catching, catching ants, going to the playground.

what's with the kids now?!

don't stop me.

2011-10-17T12:47:00.003+08:00

Ya. Just let me rant and complain here.

Why on the world is my family so ridiculously so retarded and annoying. They bought a mattress for me since i've complained that my mattress if way too soft and it's sinking. i appreciate that. But do they have to bloody buy the mattress when I am away? I'm the one sleeping on my mattress and i've been emphasizing that I want a soft mattress. Yes! The soft one just like any of the bed in any hotel!

Everything happen in the other way round.

Mattress came not too long ago. It's so bloody high that it couldn't fit into my bed rack. It's so bloody hard that it's worst than a cushion or a sofa. Fuck!? they call it soft. Why. Could someone tell me why are they so Brainless. It must be that bloody mouse that brainwashes my aunt.

Seriously. Isn't it pathetic that they couldn't even do their thing or accomplish their thing properly, using their bloody common sense they had for the past more than 40 years of their life?!

Whatever, i am sounding very unappreciative. It's a fact. I am the bloody poor fellow going to suffer their consequences for their wrongdoing kay. I am the one sleeping on that bloody mattress and they should buy the mattress according to my comfy and my needs. I'm spending as much as half of my day on the BED. I just simply don't understand why couldn't they wait for me to return and go to the mall together.

okay. Fuck Them! thanks.

when.

2011-10-11T17:19:00.001+08:00

when you're home all day, facing the 4 walls at home. having almost nothing to do, no motivation. no urge. you'll feel as if you've aged for

50 years.

perspective.

2011-10-10T20:56:00.002+08:00

Reality hit me real hard during internship. The world is totally a different place. Humans are different. Reality are harsh. Everything aint the same as what we always thought.

time passed, we grow. People around me ain't true anymore. they changed.

Internship changed me alot indeed. I've became wiser in making decisions, somehow. I've learnt to see through people; how fake someone could actually. i've learnt to observe people around me; be it my family, friends or even strangers and colleague.

"Fakers disgust me"

I could never understand why couldn't people just be truthful and real. Just expressed themselves, fight for what they want and just do what they need to. What's the point of "backstabbing" each other? Does that actually make you proud of yourself?

Does it hurt to apologize and practice mutal respect? Apparently, it seems like it does.

And and, never try to someone you know you could never be. You're not the Boss, you'll never be the Boss. Keep all instructions and stuck-up behaviour to yourself. You're no one. You're just like any of us , we're working in the same bloody place, under the same roof. Respect.

What could be more disgusting when you found out that your family members are fake too. Take this. FUCK YOU!

yes. i'm Back!

2011-10-08T15:50:00.002+08:00

Yes, my internship officially ended. i'm finally back to a normal teenagers' Life. I miss those days.

So many things had happened during the 6 months internship. All knows how much i hate internship at the start of April and last till June. Now, i'm missing the kitchen and the chefs so dearly. I miss my erotic chefs. Stupid moments and of course my shitty Chef Secretary - Amanda. She's the coolest Chef Secretary.

F1 is a killer. Mentally and Physically drained. Really Strenenous. But who cares, i'm enjoying the 3 days. Not to mention, September is an ABSOLUTE Killer. Functions and shits. Outside catering is FUN. Urgh. I'm missing those days. Well, i dont miss going to work especially climbing up that fucking Goodwood Park Hill. Infrastructure like Shit. I guess climbing over molehill is easier. Okay, nonsense.

6 months of internship are finally over - no more OT. no more hardcore work. no more arguements. no more 6a.m alarm.

facing the reality, yes. i'm currently in the phase of Life of -waiting for NS. pretty much pathetic and feeling absolute lifeless and useless currently. Feeling like a spoiltbrat. Refused to do anything and everything. HAHA!

Anyway, you guys have to STOP ASKING ABOUT MY NS. Cause;

i don't know anything about it, let alone the enlisting date.

Yes i'm still pretty much worried and afraid about it.

No, you won't get the see the 'Botak' side of me, photoshop my photo if you're curious about it.

i'm just done with the fucking health checkup.

and FULLSTOP.

nevertheless, if you're interested in NS, don't hestitate to call up the CMPB hotline. They won't mind having an extra soldier.

God Bless Me. AMEN! hopefully after Chinese New Year; at least after Christmas please!

2011-07-18T17:53:00.003+08:00

Will

2011-07-18T17:53:00.001+08:00

2011-07-18T17:52:00.002+08:00

Back!

" p/s: nothing motivates me to post further. will be back probably after internship. when my mind is in a proper state. "

Life as a Joke.

2011-07-13T21:33:00.002+08:00

Isit really funny to you. I mean seriously.

Have you all actually being in my shoes and think for me?

Ya. I know I'm a Sissy, and people call me Gay. I am weak. I am whiny. I've got Great Hearing Problem. You think I enjoy being like that? You think I could change when I am born like this. So you all want me to be absolutely perfect like some other guys?

So You think I could do something when I am Sissy naturally? " Yes You can do it " or " You didn't try how you know? ". Hang on. So you all thinks that being Sissy is a "Habit"? It's not! Asking me to do something about sissy actions is as good as asking a Man not to get turn on by a Sexy Nude Hot Babe infront of him. Seriously. So you think it's Funny and you all start calling me a "Sissy" since I was 7 years old. and the Best part when you all spell 'Sissy' as "Sissi'. You all thinks I don't mind or actually enjoy being called this way. Get a Life people, I do have feelings and I do feel hurt!

Now, is it wrong to even be a Gay to begin with? I am not relating to myself here, but ya. What's wrong with being a Homosexual. Frankly speaking Homo-relationship do last longer and happier than those Fuck Boy-Girl Relationship! I've never heard of gay couple divorced so far, but I've seen millions of 'normal' couple divorced! Get a Fuck out of your Life people.

Next Issue. Yes I know. My fucking hearing problem is pissing anyone of you off. Hold on. So you all think i enjoy being this way and I want to be this way! AND IF YOU SERIOUSLY THINKS THAT THIS PROBLEM CAN BE SOLVED, I WON'T HAVE THIS PROBLEM FOR THE PAST 18 YEARS OF MY LIFE UNTIL TODAY!

I had enough. I am a Human not a Joke. If You think that I am being childish or not even doing anything to solve my problem go ahead. What's the point of explaining so much when I am already trying my best here. Trying to do every single thing i could to make myself feel better and ignoring what the others are saying about me.

Since 7 years old until now, for the past 11 years. I am living as a Joker to anyone of you out there, thinking that I am some Jokers, created by God to bring Joy to your Life. It's ridiculous ain't it? I am leading my own Life and you're leading yours. I am not even crossing your Line and you start to gossip behind my back, saying all sorts of nasty stuff to others. From school to work. I seek nothing but just mutual respects and understanding from my working colleagues, my friends and even anyone out there.

Stop trying to make a fool of yourselves, it doesn't hurt me anymore. Instead it portray the Childish and Ugly side of you especially when You all are already Ugly! Get a Life!

IT'S NOT FUNNY FUCKERS!

i guess,

2011-05-30T23:52:00.002+08:00

i thought for awhile. I guess I am being too proself -bias, projecting an horn effect on the whole Internship. And I guess the reality hit me real hard and I've yet to prepare myself for it.

Life's a Joke.

2011-05-30T12:34:00.002+08:00

Life's a Joke. Isn't it?

I couldn't sleep well at night when I am F* tired after work and I have to wake up at 6 the next morning. It sucks when I am mentally awake in the middle of the night, thinking that I am Late, or even waking up a few minutes before the alarm. and the next thing i pray for is to get a seat on the F* -ing Bus so that I could sleep, however I am always standing all the way to Far East Plaza. F* Yeah.

I know it takes approximately 20 to 30 minutes travelling from my house to Far East, and I left 20 minutes earlier, in short I left house about 1 hour to the time I'm suppose to report and I am almost late thanks to the Fucking Heavy traffic along the Highway. F* Much!

the next issue - I felt so F* Lifeless, emotionless and whatever when I have to think that my day was wasted doing stuff over again EVERYDAY - Wake Up, Change, Bus, Change into Uniform, Cut Fruits, Change, Home, Shower, Dinner and SLEEP; from Monday to Sunday, except on my off days.

What could be worst than waking up on your Off Day Morning thinking that I have work tomorrow. F* thanks.

I know I lack of the motivation to go to work and I have to drag myself daily to work. and I try to stay positive. Hard time solving it.

Work Issue - when You had hard time blending into the group of people around you and you failed. In addition, it totally sucks to the core when I have no one to communicate or to create a better working environment when you can't talk to your ONLY friend.

Life F* Sucks. It's full of WEIRD and STUPID decisions and choices. I shouldn't have gone to the Banquet. Jaslynn, if you're reading it, don't blame me if I wanted to go back to Coffee Lounge when I couldn't take it one day.

way overdue.

2011-05-27T22:21:00.004+08:00

Way Overdue, but who cares. a fashion student approached Us (June and I) one fine day, somewhere in April, to take a photo of us for her project. and there we are.

ActChio.com

you can see my photo on the top Right Hand Corner. And Just take a look at the 17th April 2011 Post. Yeah. I don't know why, but I couldn't find a direct link. So ya.

p/s: " Life as tough as Usual. a fruitful month I guess. Literally 'Fruitful'. "

Coffee Lounge

2011-05-15T17:37:00.002+08:00

43 days in Coffee Lounge Ended for now. Yes. I had complaint alot at the start of my internship until I got closer with the service staffs and the Chefs. Now, I really hate to leave there. my heart sank when I bid farewell to those staffs this afternoon. Yes, we are not leaving each other, we're still in the same hotel - but i would no longer be able to work with them. In addition, I would come contact with lesser guest, alot lesser. I won't be able to do my breakfast station. I really enjoy doing the Breakfast buffet, except for the replenishing part. Sigh.

New Kitchen. New Chefs. New Rules. New Roles. New Environment. I've got to adapt all over again.

I couldn't say anything nor criticise the chefs there. But for all I know, they're a bunch of sacarstic people. Oh well.

I'm praying really hard that I would be doing really fine there. Better than WX. Adapting well there. Able to take the long working hours. Able to learn more things. and most importantly, to gain understanding from the Chefs; yes my listening problem, it's always a burden.

Even though I may be working together with Jaslynn starting from tomorrow, I guess i should really avoid having chit chatting session with her and Sissi. Gracious.

" Dear Lord,

May You empower me with your Strength. May you shower me with your Love. Wisdoms and Blessing. May my day be simple and smooth-sailing. May my days be fruitful. May Lord Guide me through.

Loves, B. "

why..!

2011-04-22T12:00:00.005+08:00

Why! When you google "Male Jumpsuit" - all the freaky image, ookay maybe the majority of the photos that come out is all Construction Workers JumpSuit!

like this. ._.

C'mon. A Jumpsuit is so freaky convenience. It's So COOL! I want it to be in Shorts and Short Sleeves with Awesome Sliver Zip then shines from FAR. And It's be in cool colours! Not in Blue or Orange - cause it's the colour of most workers jumpsuit, fuck that stupid SHITS! And and. I'm not going to wear a Jumpsuit that is like that photo above. It's a Construction Suit! *denying the fact that it's a jumpsuit though* tooo Bad!

If You're a Fashion Designer or even a Fashion Student! Let me know. We work together, I give Idea, You draw and make. I WEAR!

And It's NEVER true that a Chef don't know how to dress up - cause we're humans too and we have our own Life, even though the majority don't.

when I was young ...

2011-04-21T21:18:00.002+08:00

When I was a little Boy a few years back, ookay 10 years back...

I thought I could be a chef because I can cook. I thought I could open my very own restaurant after I earn enough money. I thought I could hire people to work under me, especially cooperating with my friends. I thought the working life is just as simple as I thought - working hard and do what I need to do and get my salary.

Until Reality Hit me.

10 years later - Today...

I've realised that being a Chef isn't about knowing how to cook and how good your food taste - it's about your experiences, the opportunities, the networks, the skills, the luck, etc.

Opening a restaurant isn't about how much money you have - it's about the venue, the revenue, the market requirement, the calculation, the profit and loss, etc.

Working Life included meeting to the job requirements, working hard and getting salaries. Beside those it's about facing the Boss and the heads, working more than what the job requires, it's about commitment, etc.

Real Life. It's harsh and practical.

I've learn another thing today.

" What's a joke to you, may not be a Joke to others - it may tarnish your reputation, though it's just a comment. They called it UNNECESSARY Comments. "

enough of ranting.

2011-04-19T20:25:00.002+08:00

really. it's enough of me complaining about my working environment, whining and stuff. though I still insist of leaving.

Sometimes, life is so much better when I start to open up my heart, slow down and just listening and watch what is going on. Fucked Up chef - what can I say, no matter where I go, I'm sure there'll be at least one such person. Gossips and humilation - it's other's mouth what can I do.

I guess, I am trying to adapt to my new environment and I am adapting well so far. Life is easier. Service staffs are really nice and beautiful people, though there's still a limit to how close we can get. I've got cool chef though they always hang a straight face, still they are nice people. I guess it's good this way -when they blow up, I'll think it's normal; however when they smile or create a joke, it'll be a really cheeky and peaceful day. Working days is still as tired as ever - it's really tiring, both mentally and physically drained. Studying is never physically drained though we always complained that we're sleepy and shits.

2 more days to my LAST "2 off days" (i'm only entitled to 1 day off per week, that's how pathetic); and soon 1 more week to the last week of the month - 1 month down, 5 more months to go.

Learning stuffs or not doesn't really bothers me anymore. I should be just grateful to have a place to intern at, and experience how working life and real kitchen works and stuff. But I'll appreciate of I could clear all my "to-do-list" in my logbook given by SHATEC. Like seriously. Anyway, it's none of my business if I didn't clear my list.

Anyway last but not the list - Lord! Please bless me with more days like today, hopefully throughout the rest of the days in my hotel.

Looking forward to what my chef will feedback about me in my logbook. All mistakes and weaknesses are my learning point.

it's a miraculously beautiful day today...

Trainee.

2011-04-13T20:42:00.004+08:00

according to Longman Active Study Dictionary,

Trainee

someone who is being taught to do a Job

Employee

someone who receives a salary to work for an organisation, person or company.

I'm currently confused with my internship - whether or not to change hotel. I know, I sounded like a spoilt brat, cannot take harship, whiny, irritating or what-so-ever. But I'm seriously thinking - what's the point of holding on to the hotel when I know I may not be learning much thing neither expecting too much from that hotel.

I have no trainer to train me, at the most the Chef De Partie who taught me how to do omelette and explain how the Kitchen works.

Chefs in the kitchen is pretty much fucked up. All straight-faced. Minimum communication. Got to face the CB Stinky Fucked Up chef everyday.

Most of the times I have nothing to do, and I did ask the chef is there is anything for me to do. Pretty much a waste of my time.

The only Buffet in the whole of the entire hotel has no Live Station, except Breakfast Egg Station which means lesser things to learn. For your info, the longest bench is just 24 steps only [ 24 x 8 inch (my shoe size) ].

Afternoon shift is worst - absolute nothing to do. absolute waste of time.

Hotel is Local Based. Nothing much of Western food in the Kitchen I am working at - at most all food like Pasta and Burger.

No plating. I couldn't learn more about plating.

May not be going to the ONLY fine-dining restaurant in the hotel.

Working Environment - from Locker to Staff Lounge to toilet is really Bad!

Until today I've yet to seen a Crustacean, let alone Lobster, hold on is Lobster head considered?

Seriously , this hotel isn't attractive right? Why on the world did I choose that hotel. There's so many things going on in my mind - my complain may sound absurb since I am just 2 weeks there, they may just push me back. But I seriously doesn't enjoy every since bits of my time there, it's really hard to survive in the kitchen with miscommunications and minimal communications. The Kitchen is not to my advantages. Even the Senior asked me to leave for a better hotel. But my friends are asking me to hold on and stay strong. I guess this isn't much about staying strong and holding on right? I paid 8K for my education in school and suppose to get my hands-on training in the industry, I mean - trainee need to be in the appropriate training ground to be trained. Right? I'm really confused right now. I don't know how to put my feelings and thoughts into words. All I know is that I want to get out of there. *headache*. It's pretty ironic to see full time employee doing lesser and lighter work than trainee when they get higher pay than trainee. hurhurh.

wtf?

2011-04-08T19:55:00.004+08:00

sucky things happen all days long today.

waffles were running low on the buffet table this morning, but there's only half an hour to closing time. I was told to refill to waffles, thus I went to the only lady chef in the kitchen to confirm on the amount of waffle to steam. I was told to cut 4 pieces of waffles. Without hestitation, I've took 4 pieces of Waffles, cut into quater each, with the total of 16 pieces of waffles. But! that wasn't what the chef wants, she wanted 4 pieces of waffle (cut), not literally 4 pieces of whole waffles. *jawdropped*. Got nagged.

I was told to do the 2nd half session of Live Station - Egg Station (means frying omelette, scrambles eggs in front of the guest). Every thing is cool and stead until the number of guest ordering increase. I forget to add oil when I am frying an omelette, everything stick to my pan. The order increase. Worst of all - my mind went BLANK! Despite such chaos, I manage to settle the whole situation, and pass the pan to my senior and i have to take a rest - serious headache after that. Pfft! But I'm seriously grateful towards the guest for being so generous and understanding.

met a seriously fucked up chef in the kitchen who totally looks like a drunkard and is riduculously fucked up. Bear in Mind. He is nobody in the kitchen, just got promoted. He walk around the kitchen ordering us. Fine with that. But his attitude sucks!

i was asked by the fucked up chef ( let's name him CB-Chef) if i know how to pack pasta. 180grams per serving. Half way through packing, he grabbed my packed pasta, and threw in on the weighing machine, seems to be like trying to find fault at me. BUT! I'm smart enough to have NO Mistakes!

after packing definitely I've got to keep them into the chiller (drawer). First in First Out [FIFO]. So I place all the old pasta in front and new pasta behind the old ones - like how I do in Charcoal. Then that CB-Chef, came by open the drawer and asked me to remove everything. was shocked at first and he asked me next - You know what's FIFO. I told him that what I was doing. He insisted me taking everything out and lay the new pasta at the base of the chiller (drawer), and stack the old one on top. I mean yeah, if you insist that way - tell me! So attitude! I got so pissed and refused to look at him and rolled my eyes on him. I mean seriously. Don't bring attitude to work.

i don't know why did i even choose that hotel to begin with. what with my mind then. Now I've got to live among some weird old folk who REFUSE to speak clearly and mumbling to themselves, while that CB-Chef mumbles like a drunkard. By the way, that CB-Chef is chosen ' as the employee for the months for freaky TWO days".

despite that stupid chef and all the chaos i've created today, I've got nice chefs, but they are sacarstic people, even the sous chef is WEIRD! Jaslynn can prove it!

to be honest - i do have the urge to withdraw from this HOTEL. It's killing my ego and hunger for learning.

" Don't expect me to know EVERYTHING when You didn't tell me ANYTHING! "

especially when it comes to working style and pattern.

internship.

2011-04-06T22:04:00.005+08:00

my internship had started. i'm currently adapting to my new lifestyle and environment. so far so good. attachment to Coffee Lounge is a fun one - preparation of Breakfast buffet followed by HighTea, then Lunch HighTea Buffet. Preparation of condiments for everyday's breakfast buffet. Baking of Bacon. Making Waffles (on the first day). Doing Egg Live Station. Stocking up of Fresh Goods and Dry Stores. Carrying of heavy dry goods from Basement one to Level One Kitchen. Running to different kitchen to get stuff. Try to adapt to the new working environment. Try my best to listen and pay attention to instructions. Likewise, I've suffered from Backache and shoulderache. Shortage of Sleep. Ugly and Rundown Male's Locker. Broke down and Rusty Locker. Scratches. Cuts. Burns. Thirst. Boredom. Loneliness. Perspirations. Oily Face. Ugly Hair. Ugly Look. Soon. I'll be facing Greater Challenges. More task and responsiblity. More roles. More difficulties. Fucked Up Chefs (maybe). But! those Chefs in my Kitchen are great to get along with (so far). I've accidentally broke two eggs - no scolding. I'm still quite lost at times - they tried to help. And most importantly, my pillar of strength - my senior in the Kitchen. and Sous Chef said I'm cute. Teeheeee....! I'll work hard and stay strong. thank Lord.

first.

2011-04-06T22:01:00.003+08:00

7th April 2011.

it marks the first off-day i have in my working life.

meeting Jessica. Pay school fees. Shopping. Meet Mummy for Dinner. I don't know why of all the days, the school always choose those period when we are not in school - in Charcoal or now, Internship. You're such a Bitch school!

farewell.

2011-03-31T22:13:00.003+08:00

" it's hard to say goodbye... "

I guess everyone knows it. SHATEC school Life has officially come to an end. Internship starting on the 4th April, 3 more days. It'll be the last day I'll having my lesson in SHATEC. I'll miss those moments - in class, in the locker area, in the kitchen, at the vending machine. I guess I'll miss the 4th storey - where i get to see all stylish people.

time flies, i'll be missing all my special friends. all my mentors.

" Friends,

I hope this little message will served as an little encouragement for you'all. Intern is starting, we'll no longer be having just friendly competition among our friends, we'll be facing greater challenges, we'll be playing our part in this society. We'll be working and start earning our own income.

We'll have to stay Strong and we'll Succeed together!

We'll meet in the Graduation Ceremony !

Brendan. "

everything happen.

2011-03-29T09:34:00.003+08:00

i've signed.

2011-03-24T19:01:00.003+08:00

With much courage, i've pull my guts from somewhere in me and I've signed the contract.

I'm currently under -SOME- Hotel trainee!

at the same time. I'm going to be tortured by the insanely smelly durian! Chef.. hmmm.. I hope not!

my friends said..

2011-03-21T22:40:00.003+08:00

they said that I am pushing myself too hard. too competitive. am I? I don't know I just don't want to collaspe at the end of the day.

Push or Fall.

Just like Push-Up or Saggy!

all the best for my exam! 5 paper. 1 down!

Zzzzzz......

2011-03-20T00:37:00.001+08:00

Brain Alert - Brain Juice Running Low! ..

I've being spamming my Brains with Loads of weird words from Beverage, from French to Italian to German!

going to

LAY DEAD ON MY BED!

ookaybye!

it's Saturday.

2011-03-19T13:32:00.002+08:00

Saturday morning. Beautiful weather.

No Lover. No Kisses. No Sex.

my brain isn't working well since this morning and my eyes felt so sore, I wonder why. Examinations coming in 2 more days (including today). Yet to study any subject - not a productive revision week. Beverage going haywired - fuck like seriously, what's with those french words and the commune stuff. Sad to the max. My classmates made me a sinner. They are all studying so hard for their exam since Saturday and I am doing NOTHING!

Interview for my internship in one of the hotel seems successful and hopefully I'll manage to pull through 6 months of my Life there. Chef Max even admitted that Life is going to be tough there, sous chef is going to screw each and everyone's Life. Many people had quit and leave that establishment. God Bless me then.

+

2011-03-15T23:18:00.001+08:00

I guess I understand how he feels. that's how I am feeling too.

happy birthday. ♥

2011-03-14T20:17:00.003+08:00

In less than 4 hours time, it's going to be the birthday of the most important woman in my Life - my Momma.

I know she's not gonna read this post, but I'm still going to post.

Dear fat Momma♥,

You should be glad that there's me to insult and discriminate against you about your look and size, or else I guess you'll be at least 80kg now. tsk. teeeheeee♥.

First of all, thank you for not aborting me 18 years back when you're 18 and took the courage to marry into a typical tradition hokkien family and stayed with a stingy ridiculous man for 16 years of your Life.

Secondly, thank you for being such an understanding and open mummy to me, being able to accept what i do, my way of dressing, my way of communications, my friends and most importantly - the way I am and who I am.

Last but not the least, thank for always being there for me when I need some opinion and some nonsensical chats and ideas.

may you be happy with your new man now. Stay Pretty and Slim (you promised to at least lose 3kg!). I Love You ♥

with Lots and Lots of Love,

Brendan! ♥

too much to say.

2011-03-10T20:11:00.003+08:00

My school term has come to an end, 4 terms in SHATEC has ended. 3 weeks from now, each individual will be out to the society, in the real kitchen , trying to fight for our living and experiences. April 2010 to March 2011. It's not a short period, neither a very long period. A lot of things had happen. Many things changes. I've changed. My character has change. Even my Life style and habits had changed. I've fall and I've climbed up the stairs slowly. It feels like my destiny is fixed - a Chef. I seems like I'm back to the bottom of the stairs again, slowly and eventually, I've got to reach the top to be a Chef - Chef de Partie. Sous Chef. or even an Executive Chef.

1 whole year in SHATEC institutes, it bring me to realise alot of things. A potential student like June would get worried not getting into a hotel for her intern, afraid that her skills are bad or not stable enough.

" what about myself? My skills and my ability? "

I thought. Sometimes I really doubt my ability and my capability. It isn't that I am afraid to suffer or harsh training. Instead, I'm worried that I am not up to the standard and expectations of my chef. I'm afraid that I will ruin and screw up the whole kitchen. I'm afraid that my little hearing cum concentration problem will be a hindrance to my future kitchen team.

Admire. I really admire people like taemin from SHINee. For his dream he tried. He sacrifises. He work hard for it. For today his popularity, the Love from his Fans. He is doing and I believe that he is enjoying everything he is doing now - Singing and Performing.

Being practical. I admire even just a normal chef. I admire how they can work under such harsh condition. Working under such high level of stress. Working in such a harsh condition. Yet earning so little. *around of applause*. Please guys. When you walk into a restaurant next time, appreciate everything that is on your plate, from the presentation, to the cutting skills, the texture the taste. EVERYTHING!

How ironic can Life be? People like Justin Bieber and SHINee's Taemin are of the same age as us, we're human. But they have thousands and even Millions of people idolised them and Love them. Whereas there not even one who will Love us, let alone idolised us. Different people different fate.

next step.

2011-02-27T21:54:00.002+08:00

yes. yes. I know. I've been talking about the same topic again and again. C'mon I can't just left my goal hanging in the middle of no where. I've got to finish planning my goals!

my goal (my plans after SHATEC) were set. Now I've got to move on to choosing my new institute and of course, to work hard towards it.

two institute that I've research on.

1. Singapore Institute of Technology (SIT) - Bachelor of Professional Studies in Culinary Arts Management

advantages -

wider lesson content
more learning opportunities available.
This institute seems to be working with The Culinary Institute of America.

disadvantages -

this institute does not seems to be accepting SHATEC diploma certificates.
more subject, more stress.

2. Singapore Institute of Management (SIM) - Higher Diploma in European Culinary Management

advantages -

seems to have lesser stress - lesser subjects.
6 months of studies in institutes; 6 months oversea for futher studies and internships.
focusing mainly on European Cuisine and Culinary skills. ( I can't differciate the difference.)

disadvantages -

$12,000++ tuition fee.
had to learn either French or German before going overseas.

that's the only two institutes I had researched so far. Generalised summary on the pros and cons. Liwei (my competitor in current SHATEC) and I would be going down to SIT for its open house this Saturday and hopefully I can receive good news from them - that SHATEC certificates are accepted. Meanwhile I'll try to research on more Institutes and courses available and to approach my mentors with regards to this.

Before I could meet my goals - I have to pull through my internship. May God bless and guide me.

p/s: " leave me a comment if you have any recommendations."

just thoughts and encouragement.

2011-02-24T17:15:00.002+08:00

I've finally received the correct transcript - the result slip for my Term 3 Comprehensive Examinations. Likewise, it'll be a day when my friends will be feeling low due to their poor result or result wasn't up to their expectation.

I was thinking, what's the point of me getting happy and satisfied when I manage to pull through the Comprehensive examinations. Indeed it worth all my efforts. But, how happy could I be when my friends around me are upset over their result? So what?!

Friends,

When you're feeling useless. Had you recalled all your past effort and energy you had put in to get good result? Or you just simply didn't do anything, and 'happy-go-lucky', thinking that you'll pull through?

If you've put in effort, but still fail in the end. Fret not. It's not the end of the world. You can still stand up and do a re-test. You've fail now, it doesn't mean you're a FAILURE for LIFE! Learn from your mistake, stand up and charge again! I'll be here for you, trying my best to help you.

Remember, YOU CAN DO IT !

p/s: " Those you 'happy-go-lucky'; good luck to you. You don't deserve and consolation. Good Luck! "

with Loves ♥,
Brendan Brendy

it's easier than I expect

2011-02-23T21:07:00.001+08:00

Beverage test today!

I was stress like some bird-stuff. Revising and memorising like there is no tomorrow. At the end of the day..

I finished the paper within freaky 20 minutes.

okaythanksbye!

a quick post.

2011-02-22T07:39:00.002+08:00

a little quick update of me.

I've chosen Goodwood Park Hotel as my first choice. ONE*15 Marina Club as my second option. I guess it's better to choose from Limited choice sometimes.

I'm officially deferred for National Service for the time being!

4 - 5 hours Medical Screening is being pushed back till 22nd March!

decided to continue with my studies after graduation!

that's all.

Lacking of Inspiration. Inspiration needed.

p/s: " drop me a comment if you have any inspiration for me. or You're also going for your health - screening on the same day as I am. "

i guess i'm ready for the comeback. NOT

2011-02-20T21:29:00.002+08:00

Long since I blog? Yes.

Am I busy? No.

Lacking of Inspiration? Definitely!

Chinese New Year officially ended not too long ago. Red Packed isn't that 'thick'. I guess it's so much better than last year. I guess you all still know ..

A freaky $4 angbao still exist!

ookay, at least it beats the Malaysians giving RM1 angbao.

It's coming to a close end to my stay in SHATEC. probably in a month or more, I'll be out for my internships. Until today, I wasn't sure which Hotel to intern at. Let alone deciding what to do after my internship. Life is in a mess. No goal. No ideas. No thoughts. No Inspirations. I know it sounded pathetic. But it's true, I've meet majority of my target. I've used up my inspirations. I'm contented.

Life is indeed full of challenges. My family status. My Internship affair. My next steps. And of course before all this, I've got to face the National Service Registration and Medical Check Up. My Greatest Fear and Worries. I got cock-up in my Registration - inserting the wrong graduation YEAR; in the end deferment FAIL! I got to request for a Deferment letter. Next, I was asked to go for a 4 -5 hours Medical Check Up (which I believe it involves Napfa Test). Now Deferment Succeed. Do I need to go for the Check-Up again!?

Life is in a Mess. If you have any inspiration for me, please leave me a comment. It's much appreciated. ♥

Chinese New Year

2011-02-01T22:04:00.001+08:00

Ookay. Apparently. I'm trying SO HARD to revive this cute little blog of mine. Trust me. When the Juice is Out. the post would be out too ! Love You!

HAPPY NEW YEAR! ..

Give me angbao by viewing it often OOKKAYY!

*Errr....

2010-12-06T19:14:00.002+08:00

I'm trying so hard to Blog somethings but I'm lacking of Inspiration.

Comprehensive Practical Exam was screwed. Goodness, I should have went to sell Nasi Ikan instead. X/

Red Alert!

2010-11-11T20:51:00.003+08:00

What could be worst than waking up one morning and found a few pimppimp on Your Face; and it refuse to subside despite all the mask and products your applied for the past few days!

Goodness!

Fuck off Pimppimp!

You Sucks!

p/s: " having pimples doesn't means that I have a rough face. I know, I've got an oily face! Not Rough!"

Please.

2010-11-06T11:43:00.002+08:00

Can I dress up for Halloween Next Year?

PLEASE..~

Cause I've missed this Year's Halloween. FML! -.-"

p/s: "Obviously because I'm lacking of companions"

Life.

2010-11-04T23:09:00.002+08:00

Boo! I'm back! Life is awesome! I've ended my October with another quarrel with my Family! FML!

Will Be Back!

that's it! Boo!

3 Mice ♥

2010-10-18T11:58:00.003+08:00

Probably the Silliest "Mice" You've seen!

1 Blind. 1 Deaf. 1 Dumb, Both way!

I doubt there's any more future.

2010-10-12T16:35:00.000+08:00

No more FUTURE.

Freak..

2010-10-12T15:57:00.003+08:00

Freaking 2012 came across my mind the previous night causing me

Insomnia

Retarded but true. I am thinking the whole night -" Would it really happen? "; before I finally knocked out. Sending me goosebumps. *PUI!*

Finally! I am in the Morning Shift - training from 8 am to 11.30am or 3pm (alternate shift). Freaking waking up at 6am in the morning is NOT an easy task. Got to 'rearrange' my sleeping pattern again. So Sad.

By the way, I'm currently suffering from a Sunburnt after trying to be a 'Lobster' in Sentosa Beach.

" oh! I'm RED now! "

by the way,

" Would the World really End in 2012? "

that's it! Boo!

OLD!

2010-10-11T19:19:00.002+08:00

When You are Older than Me,

it doesn't mean that You are SMARTER.
it doesn't mean that You are always RIGHT.
it doesn't mean that You have the AUTHORITY.
it doesn't mean that You can throw Your TANTRUM as and when You like.
it doesn't mean that You shouldn't LISTEN to what I've got to say.
it doesn't mean that You have the CONTROL over Me.
it doesn't mean that whatever You say are REASONABLE.
it doesn't mean that I should always RESPECT You.
it doesn't mean that I should always LISTEN to You.
AND, It doesn't mean that You can beat anyone without any REASONABLE Reason, and without apologizing when You know You are at fault to began with!

You should be ASHAME of Yourself to be such a Failure with an UGLY BITCH with You. FUCK YOU! You are just SHAMELESS and a Great Disgrace to Me!

p/s: " Call Your Girl-friend a Bitch is insulting the word "Bitch" PUI! *point middle finger* "

that's it! Boo!

that's mine!

2010-10-07T23:38:00.004+08:00

that's what My Brother bought for me! I know he is Sweet! ♥♥

that's how much I Love myself! ♥♥♥♥

How Could it be .. ?

2010-10-04T11:23:00.003+08:00

How can someone's Life be Surrounded with Branded Stuffs and Gift! It's so .. I can't find a better word to describe. How I wish I can Be part of them.

Well, I know I am Greedy. But Humans are Greedy by Nature!

I'm trying to be humble and be a good Boy. I'm just asking for a BlackBerry Bold 9700 now. *innocent SMILE*

that's it! Boo!

I thought that he is Bad, but I've meet someone Worst!

2010-10-02T23:58:00.003+08:00

Probably, my current chef has a Better Nagging technique and Power compared to my Previous Chef and my Mummy. that's absurb. I know.

My Life in Charcoal (SHATEC training restaurant) started since Monday. Which also means that I am currently in my Term 3 now! Time flies. Sooner or Later, I will be having my Intern, then Work or maybe even NS. FML!

There's something You must Know, I miss You! Especially Dianne, Jo, Syafiqah and Hanna. Of course and Arth!

that's it! Boo!

p.s: " I miss dressing Up too. Sigh! "

are You Proud.

2010-09-26T20:40:00.004+08:00

I've changed my current Background Display as You can see (if You can't see; it's pretty obvious that You're BLIND).

I'm currently in LOVE with this phrase, it serves as a really good reminder to me, maybe to You as well.

This phrase do help me in making decisions, it may be something really Big or just simple MINOR things.

I always ask myself,

" Would You be Proud after doing .... "

If ' Yes ', go ahead and accomplish it!

If ' No ' , stop what You are doing, cause there would be no sense of accomplishment or reward (maybe).

I always believe in doing something I am Confident in and of course, to make myself Proud after accomplishing it!

Well..

that's it! Boo!

that's what I want to say

2010-09-23T21:43:00.004+08:00

Exam is a DISASTER !!! It's such a BIG "Boo-Boo" ! Great Disappointment *frowned* !

Count down - 3 days, 3 fucking days.

3 days from now *fuck!*, I will be undergoing my training in Charcoal! Good or Bad news? Yet to decide. However, there would be so much so much of restrictions - I will training from Monday to Saturday, 2.45 - 10pm daily for the next 4 weeks. Can You believe it, cooking for 6 days STRAIGHT every week. Oh well, it's pretty much predictable that all the senior would be cursing and swearing before going for training in Charcoal. *Sigh* . Wish me all the Best!

All the Best Mates !! I'll miss You, those who are in Production!

that's it! BOO!

p/s: " I Love You. ♥ I do! *bright SMILE* "

Dedicated to Jaslynn and Dianne

2010-09-17T13:31:00.005+08:00

Beware of what You asked for !

As per requested, by Jaslynn. I am dedicating this Post to both - Jaslynn and Dianne.

From Left: Dianne, Brendan (me, duh!) and Jaslynn

Jaslynn - the most Mascline Butch.

Probably Jaslynn is the Best butch I've met. She is someone different, like 'duh'. She's someone who is hot-tempered, Strong Physically and most importantly - she's one of my minority friends with SUPER BAD SLEEPING HABITS! *crack brain.*

She's a hard nuts to crack. It's hard to know her sometimes. Her emotions and temper change anytime, anywhere, any moment. I know, You'll find it absurd too.

Time with her can be EXCITING (different from Dianne). We could have probably played the Silliest Game ever and listen to the Worst Joke in my Life.

Oh well, she behaved like a Man, who will definately pass the 'Butch' test with Flying Colours. Nevertheless, there's always a weakness in her - SECRET!

Dislikes - I HATE HER WHEN SHE IS SLEEPY.

You'll expect a Bad day with her.
You'll expect to be beaten up by her.
You'll expect full discipline tutorial done by her - " Stop shaking Your Leg"
You'll have to observe FULL DISCIPLINE when she is sleeping (which should not be done so.)
She'll never Love mushy stuff, instead she will find You irriating
You'll see how Biased is she towards LOVE and Friendship!

6 reasons is enough for me to HATE her for that.

Likes - I Love her when She is Chirpy!

You'll have an absolute FUN day with her.
You'll expect more fun than You expect.
You'll hear the Worst Joke in Your Life.
You'll get absurb ideas.
You'l see different side of her.
You'll Love her for everything she has done.
You'll get to see how ROMANTIC she is.
You'll get to see how sentimental can she get.
You'll get Sexcited with her.
You'll meet the Bitchest Butch in your Life!

10 Reasons why would I Love her more than hating her.

*****

Dianne - Probably the 'Horniest Mary' I've met.

She could be the MOST Motherly person I've met. She's the Horniest lady I've meet. She's the 'Shaky-est' lady I've meet; cause she will SHAKE all the time. Last but not the least, She's one of the people I envy most - her Love Life.

She's the FIRST person to talk to me in SHATEC, during Matriculation day. She's someone really friendly, someone who You will never bear to hurt her or reject her. She's someone who You could look for when You are really sad. She will lend You her sympathetic Ears and Mole (her mole is usually facing my direction).

She can be really Bitchy if She wants to. She can also be really mean if You pissed her off. However, all this are Rare Scene. It'll seldom happen. Since,it seldom happen. I'll share with You, the Bitchiest Moment I've encountered.

Situation:

Dianne: " EnQi asked me for a Comb just now in the toilet."

Me: " So did You lend her?"

Dianne: " I said I don't have!" *show arrogant look*

Me: " I thought You always bring one along with You everyday?"

Dianne: " That's not a comb. It's a BRUSH!" *show bitchy face*

Did You get the situation?! If no. too Bad!

Get back! For her Love, She sacrifised so much. It's really touching to hear her story. It's so.. *speechless* Well, You see - Love worth sacrifising for!

Currently, this Lady is staying with her Lover, living a Sexciting Life!

Never take her for Granted. Cause She worth the Love. HAHAH ! or else, her Lover will come chasing after me !

Oh! She Loves Cats and Sex. *oOps!*

that's it! BOO!

p/s: " Don't get too touched Jaslynn! oh! Dianne too! "

it's about ME...

2010-09-08T20:35:00.003+08:00

Other than complains. I think I should start writing something about myself, shouldn't I. I know. I know. I've being too whiny recently, complaining stuffs and shits. *bright smile*

It's coming to the End of Term two in Shatec. Another term gone. Time flies indeed (only during happy moments). I've done so many things. Really alot. Nevertheless, I've met new people, learn new words and of course, making new pronounciation mistakes (as usual).

So much things have happen during this term. It's too much that it's almost impossible to put in words and describe.

Friends - my source of Laughter and Strength. They are always there for me.
Love - something I chose not to believe but, it still came to me.
Family - as usual. NO MOTIVATION
Shopping - my cash are running FAST.

I think I am spending alittle too much this months, same for the previous months. tsk!

Likewise, I've changed alot. Be it in my Behaviour, Physically or Mentally.

I am no longer the ones who will keep quiet when I am being accused, neither still indecisive. I am learning to be more outspoken, having more confidence in myself; trying to do my BEST in what I am doing and is within my ability. Meanwhile, I've slacken alot. I'm becoming Lazy. *HAHAHA* I know it's not a good sign. *X/*

How could I not change since I spend so much money shopping?! I've changed and trimmed my eyebrow. Buying new clothes and shoes. How much have I changed? You got to see for Yourself! X)

that's all i could think of and squeezed from my Brain. Urgh!

that's all! Boo!

i think it worth some thinking..

2010-09-02T19:29:00.005+08:00

ITE

Institute of Technical Education

this post below may sound RUDE. But, it's just another thought of mine. If you are unhappy with it. Just keep it to yourself.

As usual, I just want to COMPLAIN! You know, that's Singaporean!

Choa Chu Kang, for your information, it's a housing estates located at the West side of Singapore. Since it's a housing estates, there are bound to have many. Wait! ALOT of people living within Choa Chu Kang. Transportation would be a problem, cause the pathetic SMALL LRT train would be packed during peak hours. Buses towards the town and working estates would be packed (not that extremely pack). In addition, the buses do not come frequently, probably around 8 - 10 minutes?

Not too long ago, a new ITE is born! Which means to say, there will be another LARGE group of people taking the trains and buses to Choa Chu Kang area, sharing the same LRT, squeezing like some dumb fish in the train.

Thanks to these new group of people travelling to Choa Chu Kang area..

the LRT station is cramped like some SHIT STUFF and hinder the human traffic movement.
the Bus is PACKED! I missed at least 2 bus a day because I can't get into the BUS!
I get LATE for school because I missed the fucking Bus, thus I've to wake up earlier!

I am not targeting anyone here. But there's a few things I got to say.

1. Increasing in the number of ITE in Singapore.

Let's think. ITE is commonly known as ' it's the End '. Obviously not. However, isn't it something worth concerning about when the number of institute in Singapore is increasing, which means that the Standard in Students are dropping? It could be just simly afew subjects just like Mathematics and English that they failed resulted in them landing up in ITE.

Is increasing in the number of ITE in Singapore going to do any good to the students. So what about the future, is the Institute going to be more than Polytechnics and Junior College? Let's be pratical, which students in Singapore would dream about going to ITE, maybe just those minority of those Minority. Every studenst would want to go to Polytechnics or even Junior College.

Ministry of Education should start to do something. More opportunities should be given to these students and NOT ' FOLLOW ACCORDING TO THE RESULT '. For goodness sake.

there are ways that I thought maybe it could help.

Low the Cut-Off point for all courses in Poly. Make it more Flexiable.

I think this is where the root of the problem lies at. Because of the high demand and criteria to get into the desire course in Polytechnics, students are left with no choice but to end up in ITE. For instance, probably a student might had done badly for his Mathematics, but pretty well for the other subjects, why not try considering whether to take the students in with a condition behind - to retake the 'O' Level Examination for that particular subject.

Maybe this ideas are now in use, but I don't see how frequent is it being used. It seems like immediate rejection because of a student failing either Mathematics or English. Ridiculous. What's Higher Nitech for since it is still in ITE!

Polytechnics should try to lower their cut-off points. A students with Good Grade may NOT be someone who will be successful in this course, but the skilled and interested ones. At the same time, if the students are considering to take the course, Polytechnics should be considering the interest and the attitude in their school, STOP BEING RESULT BIASE!

Other than getting into Polytechnics through Results, Polytechnic should start to welcome Schools' recommendation letters and take it into considerations.

If a school or teacher is willing to write a recommendation for a student, it definitely shows that the teachers are giving supports to that particular students and believe that the students would be doing well in that course. Shouldn't it be the case?

School should not be taking the student's Behaviour too seriously, cause no one's attitude is PERFECT, even Teachers and Principal!

No one's behaviour is perfect. Come on, every one do change. Even the student with good manners may changed into a babarian somedays. Just take behaviour into consideration and it should NOT be the main reason for rejecting a student!

If a school can be so detailed and looked into the behaviour of the students, I believe that the School should also have that free time to asked the teachers about the students preformance in school.

a Normal Technic Students should also be given an opportunity to get into Polytechnics.

Stop being so biase and think that students from NT are stupid and playful. Some are really hardworking but just simply COULD NOT PASS their EXAM. Why not Polytechnic be nice to them and give them an opportunity to try out the courses in Polytechnics!

2. The Mindset and the Result of the Students.

If a student is determine to study well, the student should be putting in effort to their things well. Study are part and parcel of everyone's Life. You cannot escape from them. Since You cannot accept, why not TRY TO DO IT WELL AND GIVE AT LEAST A PASS, and You all know that this bloody 'O' Level certifcate is going to follow You for the rest of your Life! Damn It!

3. Transportations are my MAIN COMPLAIN!

So now what?! Just because I complained that the Fucking MRT is so slow and Stuff ( Read Here ), so you decided to decrease the number of Bus in the morning and drive slowly to 'collect' passagers in the Bus-stop. (I know You don't understand) In short, Bus are taking longer than usual to reach bus stop. 10 minutes plus for a freaking Bus during peak hours and 45 minutes plus for a Freaking Bus in a tourist spot!

Can't the SMRT organisation and ITE coorperate and provide Buses at Lot1 Bus Interchange to pick those students up and NOT FILLING THE LRT STATIONS WITH PEOPLE! Likewise, increase the number of BUS , especially 187 on the road to PICK ME UP!

Fuckaggot!

Do something about it! STOP BUIDLING ITE!

p/s: " It's knda stupid that ITE taught almost the same things as what Polytechnic is teaching, why not those ITE students go Polytechnic instead! DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT PEOPLE! ITE certificate is not well-received by Bosses! "

that's it! BOO!

if you have difficulty reading, I have difficulty typing!

Nothing to say ..

2010-08-27T18:44:00.001+08:00

If You have got nothing to say..

Shut Up.

Life is in Chaos. It's hectic. It's FUN.

tattoo seriously no Joke.

2010-08-20T11:33:00.002+08:00

First in my entire I blog in SHATEC. For a particular reason, I am alone in school now while waiting for my group member to be here for a Project discussion. I should have stay at home for a little while more. Sigh ..

Back to the topic. I've finally done my tattoo. It's seriously NO JOKE! Everything was fine at first until my Numb Cream wore off. I am even hestitating to go for a touch up of my tattoo. X/

it's a BLOODY MIXED FEELING..!!

that's it! BOO!

Virginity VS Men

2010-08-13T21:49:00.003+08:00

" I regret losing my Virginity to You "

Have Your girlfriend said that to You before, or heard someone saying that? Where's Justice?!

Probably that's human like what Jaslynn said. When Girls are so deeply in love with a guy, she is willing to give her everything and anything. After the girl broke up with her boyfriend, she would come running to him and say such things. Why would You girls want to engage in an intercourse when You will regret. If is that case, DON'T SEX! Are You trying to say that your boyfriend is so desperate that he wants to have an intercourse and You can't reject him? Be it a male or a female, we are still humans, we have the freedom to do whatever we like, to say whatever we need to. Is a rejection that hard to say? I doubt so.

Sorry. But, I've got to say this, such girls who would say that they regret giving their boyfriend their virginity should just DIE. If your bloody virginity is that important to You. Keep it until You got married, and not engaging in an intercourse with your boyfriend. What's the point of saying this line when..

1. Your virginity will not return.
2. Your boyfriend or ex-boyfriend could not do anything.
3. When it is a past..
4. and MOST IMPORTANTLY, it's Your CHOICE.

So. STOP SAYING THAT BLOODY LINE... Unless.. Unless.. It's a ONE NIGHT STAND! too Bad then!

*****

Men are Beast. Beast are Men

Who agree?

Sometimes, I just simply couldn't understand Men. When they truly Love a girl, they will use all sorts of method to attract their attention, trying to woo them and even plan dates. They even cry or sad when the girl reject them. They are willing to pay for anything and buy the girls gift to make the girls their girlfriends.

After that .. disasters happen ..

1. Men starts to set rules.. No Short skirts, no shorts.. no this nor that ..
2. They want they girlfriends to change for their sake, but UNWILLING to change for the better for their girlfriend's sake.
3. They became paranoid when their girlfriend stare or even peep at other guys, especially when the other guys is so much better looking then them.
4. They abuse their girlfriends - be it Physically or Mentally.
5. They cheat their girlfriends.
6. They lie when they doesn't want their girlfriend to lie.
7. They became stingy and unwilling to buy gift for their girlfriends

What is this? Men are Jerks.

For Goodness sake. When You bloody Love your girlfriend, Love them the way they are when You first woo them, and NOT WANTING TO OWN HER LIKE A BARBIE DOLL AND CHANGE HER!

In conclusion - Humans are WEIRD!

that's it! Boo!

Boyfriend of Bagfriend ?

2010-08-11T21:03:00.003+08:00

What a good topic to start off. Likewise, I came across this topic on Yahoo! Singapore Page.

BoyFriend or Bagfriend.

It's pretty sweet that Boys are willing to carry bags for their wife or girlfriends nowadays. But, isn'tit something unsightful. What's a Bag for ? You are suppose to put your things into them and carry them WITH YOU! Don't carry a bag if You are unwilling to carry them yourself.

It could be the other way round, the guys are just so sweet to carry the bag for their Girlfriend or Wife. Still, shouldn't they carry them in the nicer manner and not over the shoulder like what the girls would do? Seriously.

My ways to solve it.

1. Girls should put a nice recycle bag into their bag. Whenever the guys volunteer to carry your bag, bring the recycle bag out, put your bag into that recycle bag and let them carry all they want!

2. Let the guy bring their bag. Girls should just put whatever they need into their man's bag.

3. Leave all the uneccessary things at home, like plastic bags, Condoms, Bibles or what so ever.

Coming to think of that. Girls Bag shouldn't be heavy unless, they LOVES to put whatever rubbish and their shoppings items into their bag!

Seriously! A normal Man carrying a Lady's handbag is DISGUSTING! Even a gay carry it better! I doubt Gay's taste is so bad that they will carry a Super Feminine Bag!

p/s: " It does NOT makes you a gentleman to carry a lady's handbag. -.- "

that's it! Boo!

Life goes on ..~

2010-08-11T10:47:00.003+08:00

My Life is as dead as usual. Nothing particularly fanscinating going on. National day goes on as usual. A awesome day out with ShiHui.

Currently, I am suffering from monetary constraint. I'm running low of cash! CASH ALERT! I only get a pathetic sum of $250 per month, which bloody include my transport fees, my food and my pocket money. I am no long a secondary school kids! Any meal out there could easily cost me $3 - $5. My school food sucks, not only that it's so BLOODY EXPENSIVE with LITTLE VARIETY to choose from. Sigh. I actually spent a hundred dollar on 4 piece of clothings at the start of my month. *shake head* .

That's how Pathetic I am now!

that's it! Boo!

p/s : " Shut p if You don't shop! You have no right to come and convince me that my money is enough! You are no different from my dad if You do so. "

personal perspective.

2010-08-02T20:27:00.002+08:00

Personal Perspective.

Do You often offend your friends through your personal perspective? Such as trying to explain certain things in your own view but ended up offending your friends. Well, it does happen often on me.

Don't you think it is absurb that you get scolded for just sharing or explain a certain situation from your own personal perspective. We all know, different people has different perspective. Just by asking a simple question,

"What do You think of Life? "

You'll bound to receive millions and millions of answer. Who's right? Who's wrong?

Like wise, this is just my personal view. Whenever You ask your friend for their view. Please, don't be offended when they share their view. It's you are the one who ask for it in the first place *stare*. Why should You even feel offend. Instead, be glad that Your friend are speaking the truth or trying to help you be it in solving a certain problem or to clear your mind.

Shouldn't you be glad that these friend of yours is kind enough to tell you an honest answer. What's the point of lying and hidding something from you since you wanted an honest answer?

of course. Friend. You should apologize if You have being alittle to harsh with your words just like I would. But, I don't see the need when I am being Sacarstic. XP!!!

that's it! Boo!

making comparison.

2010-07-31T20:56:00.003+08:00

" You see, those kids in Africa / remoted area in China are so pathetic. They got no food to eat ... "

I believe that this line is SUPER DUPER FAMILIAR to any of You who is reading this. Indeed. Your auntie, your uncle, your daddy, your mummy, your grandma, your grandpa must have said this line to You, even today. Who knows. I have even memorise this line at the back of my Poofy's Brain.

By the way, " Poofy " is my new term!

Back to topic. It always seems so unreasonable to make such comparison when Your environment and everything is different from theirs. Why can't the adult just make comparison between object or people of the similar Background.

Like :

" You see! Your cousin never waste food! But You waste! "

We eat the same dinner on the same day. Obviously it would be so much easier to make a comparison.

Next Next!

Adults just enjoy comparing their children with other children and end up complaining and scold their children.

Best Example.

Mummy A: " How much You Son get for his Exam arh? "
Mummy B: " 89/100 *giggle* "

Mummy A goes home....

Mummy A: " BOY!! "
Son: " Yes? "
Mummy A: " Why You so stupid arh? Auntie __'s son can get 89 why you cannot... (and it goes on) "
Son: -.-"

I just simply don't understand what's the point of comparing such things. It's not like everyones' IQ and EQ are Equal and they don't 'POP' out from the same Pussy. Even my brother and I doesn't have the same result for the same paper, despite the fact that we 'POP' out from the same pussy. Why parents just enjoying doing so. Does that make them proud? Different people definately have their own Weakness and Strength. Comparing here and there does not do anyone good.

So FAGGOT! Stop comparing!

p/s: " I have a pair of Multi-Talent Hands. Your Son don't! XP "

that's it! Boo!

that's kids.. DUH!

2010-07-31T20:38:00.003+08:00

A few days ago, if I did not remember wrongly, it should be thursday. A header in the newspaper caught my bloody beautiful eyes;

" Bored and Ready to Run! "

What is it about? Using all my Poofy's might, I shall summarise everything.

It's all about a little boy, 12 this year (You're right, he's taking is PSLE.) thought that his Life is BORING and his Mother (a divorcee) is controlling too much (as claim, but not). He attempted to run away from home like some other children. Failed a few times cause he still go home at the end of the day. Until the recent one, he was away from home for 10 bloody days. His poor worried mother called the police and the search for this boy start. He was found sleeping on a bench by an Uncle, who alert the policemen.

What's absurb? He wanted to run away from hom because, he wants freedom, he wants to stay out late and play in the arcade.

But seriously, while I was reading the article, I found no fault in his mother.

Kids nowadays are so different. They couldn't take stress. They are always asking for more. They think that they are mature enough to think and plan for themselves. They think that they are suffering alot.

Study shows that the age of these Children (inconsiderate kids, who attempt to runaway from home) are getting YOUNGER! This bloody boy who is only 12 years old, relying on his miserable Bicycle as his transportation, planning to run away from home. He even lied and cheated the passerby in Bus Interchange for money by lying to them that "his mother forget to give him pocketmoney." or "My mother is sick" if he needs more. Outrageous.

How could such a kids be still surviving in Singapore.

tsk! Kids. You all better not learn from Him!

that's it! Boo!

it's Sunday ..

2010-07-25T13:35:00.002+08:00

Sunday is here.. I believe that everyone is enjoying their time either Shopping or at home with their parents. Not me! I look like some retarded Bacteria sitting on my Chair infront of my computer. What on the bloody hell can I do. I hate being bored..

What am I trying to say right here?! I don't know!

aiya !!

Pfft!!

that's it! Boo!

Titanic..

2010-07-24T21:31:00.003+08:00

Titanic.. I'm sad to say that I did not watch it before in the past 17 years of my Life, or I may have watched them, but I've forgotten eveything about it.

Ironically, this Movie came into my mind when I was standing in the middle of the Bridge in Clark Quay. Then Jaslynn came holding my arms.

" You Jump, I Jump," I said

that's so random of us. Obviously, I would start prompting and ask my friends more about the show. Now! I get the picture of it.

My type of Titanic..

the two of them holding each other arms and shout " I am FLYING! " (if I am not wrong)

Next. When the Titanic Sank...

the Man turn into an Ice (froze to death) while the Lady, in gown seating on a Ship's broken Piece.

As a Boat passed by the very next day, the Lady woke up (She still can SLEEP!), she shouted for help in a soft voice...

" Help... "

then then .. Years later (as Syafiqah said), when the Lady turned into an Old Lady, She threw her pendant into the sea with a sacarstic (I say it is sacarstic, as I thought she is)

" Oops! "

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.
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Totally Random! Urgh.. I should watch it soon!

Jaslynn! Lend me your Titanic VCD or DVD!

that's it! Boo!

Remarkable.

2010-07-19T15:50:00.003+08:00

As usual, my Prounciation-Error Syndrome is back again. As expected, my Bitch and Pussies will starts to imitate me. Thanks all!

Marvellous me can actually mispronounce words like..

1. Raspberry for Ras'P'berry.
2. Don't for Don't 'ch'. I don't know why on the world would I have that Ending.
3. Halal for Hanna (my friend name). Oh Well.. Thus, i've decided to call her 'Halal Hanna'.
4. Pussy for Pooffy. My new word formed!
5. Dessert for Desert. Obviously I've got cock-eyes.

Wow! What a Remarkable Mistakes!

Nevertheless.. People also makes mistake. Like.. -ahem-some people pronounce..

1.Breast for B'L'east. Bless urh ..
2. Panggang as PengYang. *cough hard*
3. Despicable for Des-'Peck'-cable.

Who arh .. who arh .. *pointing*

People do make mistake okay. *XS*

that's it! Boo!

July..

2010-07-19T15:41:00.003+08:00

July.

it has been a VERY Disappointing. Chaotic. Aimless. month for Me.

I'm Both Physically and Mentally Drained.

that's it! Boo!

p/s: " I have never know that You can be so Hateful "

10years down the road.

2010-07-13T21:13:00.002+08:00

Kitchen Organisation today, I've learnt about Vacuum Packing.

then I told my friend....

Can You imagine... 10 years down the road. When the Undertaker decided to be Environmental Friendly. They decided to use the cheaper method by Vacuum Packing the Dead Bodies after dressing them instead of placing the dead bodies in the Coffin!

Wow! Good Idea isn't it. HAHAHA. I can't imagine packs of dead bodies on the Table. In addition, I strongly believe that the Bodies can be kept for a Longer period of time. XD

that's it! Boo!

it's never a fashion.

2010-07-12T20:23:00.002+08:00

Coming to think of that.. Students always breaks the Bloody school rules to make themselves look good, especially the Boys. Seriously, is it something proud of to be Nagged or Caught by the School Discipline Master and do a 'hair-cut' on the spot? Does it actually make you fashion by

1. Colouring Your hair when You know it's against the rules?
2. Tailor your school Shorts like a Skinny Jeans
3. Girls tightening their skirts. Seriously, those girls with Fat ass really look disgusting in it.
4. Having a Seriously Emo thin Fringe.
5. having piercing all over the place in Uniform.
6. Not tucking in the Shirt. It does not make You Cool By the way.

Pfft!

Whatever it is. My conclusion is ..

" Breaking the School Rules to look good doesn't make you Fashionable. Instead, an Idiot who breaks the Rules. However, You are truly a fashionable person when You can still Look Good without breaking the School Rules. Play by the Rules ! "

Luckily I wasn't one of them. Until now. When I go SHATEC. I have My own dressing!! XD

that's it! Boo!

Homosexual. Is it wrong?

2010-07-10T18:20:00.006+08:00

" Wah Lao. You Gay Sia. "

" Don't Love her. How can You hold her Hand on the Street... "

What?! Is it even a mistake to Love someone.. of the same gender?

it's just another thoughts of mine, and YOU HAVE TO AGREE WITH IT...

To me. Loving a someone of opposite gender is nothing BIG or NORMAL about. It's just COMMON and EXPECTED. Therefore, people is always saying.

" You should get someone of the Opposite Sex! "

Dear commoner. Have You actually stand on these Homosexuals side, thinking the way they are thinking or feeling?

You, these commoner always says

"OMG! My Love for him/ her is so unresistable. It comes SO NATURALLY. "

God Gracious. You already know such feelings come naturally. Do you think you can control it well? trying to ..

1. Deny the fact
2. Try to control your feelings
3. Phsyco yourself "I am Straight. I am Straight! "

It's the Love that is overwhelming in this homosexual. Could you say that the Love is at fault? Yar. If you only you are a typical Singaporean. Start blaming here and there and everywhere.

If Gay, Lesbian and Bisexual is Breaking the Law or a Baddie. They should be napped and thrown behind the Bar and NOT Countries trying to accept them and have Marriage for such Groups.

Butch. Sissy. Drag. Tranny. They may seems unappealing to You all commoners. But, this is their natural character and behaviour. Are they at fault too? They might be always saying this..

" Everyone makes mistake. So do God. We are just like a Female/ Male soul in a Female / Male body. We have no choice. But to change it ourself. "

Seriously. If You damn Bastard can respect the elder, the disfigured one .. why not respecting them as a Homosexual and stop objecting anything or give weird stares!

It's never wrong to Love. But still, it would be BEST to be Straight than Crooked. A Crooked Route is never easy to walk. But, if you manage to walk out of it. You will have a Happily Ever After .. Like Dianne. :)

that's it! Boo!

Sausage Needs a Blow-Job!

2010-07-08T19:56:00.002+08:00

I know. I know. The title sound familiar (You know, I know).

Sausage and Terrin making for the first IS for term 2 after a week of school holiday. I swear, it's 100% handmade! From marination to stuffing, boiling and pan-frying. Stuffing of sausages is never an easy job. First, You got to stuff the piping nooze into Mutton Casing. Jaslynn and I are trying our best to stuff the bloody nooze into the casing. But it fails a Zillion time (exaggerating here)! Until something happen ...

Brendan.Brendy : *stare at the straw that is stuffed in the mutton casing* "Hmmm .. "
Jaslynn : *busy trying*
Brendan.Brendy : *blow into the straw, the mutton casing start to inflate.* "Wow!" *stunned*
Jaslynn : "Hey! Blow again! Blow again!"
Brendan.Brendy : "What?!" *stick tongue out.*

that's how the Blow-Job came about. I know, it sounded Sick. But it's indeed a Blow-Job!

*Pfft* It's really sicken to see the bloody sausages peeled when it's boiling! Thus my sausages are skinless! Sickening! Got to try harder !!!

that's it! Boo!

You call that School Holiday ?

2010-07-07T20:23:00.004+08:00

I came across this Page when I was on Yahoo! Singapore not too long ago.

My Question in mind is..

" Is it only now that the Singaporean and Government know about this!? "

Seriously. I believe that every student is complaining about having Loads of Homework to be done during the school holiday. What do you actually call a School Holiday? If teacher is going to be that unfair, issuing so much of homework, I doubt students will call this a 'Holiday'!

What is a Holiday ? Holiday is a period of time spent for enjoyment.

See. How would the student enjoy their holidays with Homeworks? Vacations are cancelled or Homework brought along with them during their holiday. Seriously. Have teachers actually consider the feelings of the students when they actually assigned homeworks to them ? How many subject the student actually have? A little homework (as claimed by most if the teacher) given by each teacher for EACH SUBJECT! How could the overall homework be alittle. Damn it. Not only this, teacher also end up saying this..

" If You don't want to hand up, it's fine with me. I have lesser work to be marked. "

" If you think these homework is so much for You. What about us, marking Hundreds of Paper? "

It's true though. But, If You, teacher give us lesser homework, won't you have lesser paper to mark. Save the Paper, Save the Tree?

Is Government trying to step into the Education system and do something about it? Yes. (as claim). So Government. DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT! No BULLSHITTING! Make the “balanced approach” a successful one !

DAMN IT !

that's it! Boo!

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... crow fly over

2010-07-07T20:11:00.003+08:00

Laugh at it or You Leave!

Shalini : " If You want to have a tattoo. You should go through the pain so that You will appreciate it!"

Brendan.Brendy : " I just want to beauty. Not the Pain! I'll put numb cream no matter what. "

Shalini : " You know arh.. I've got a Friend who really Love tattoo so much. He Love the pain. That why he's always tattoo at the Bone. "

Brendan.Brendy : *stare*

Shalini : " I tell You are Just ONE POKE ON YOUR BONE, IT'S SO PAIN THAT YOU CAN DIE! *exaggerating with actions* "

Brendan.Brendy : " *pause* Poke! Oh! It's Pain! DIE !! "

First day of school after a Long 1 Week holiday.

2010-07-05T20:28:00.003+08:00

Is 1 week School Holiday seems short ? No! not at all. I'm missing school during the holiday. How could I ever bear with it if my holiday is going to be longer than a Week.

BAH!

I failed to complete this post. My Mind is not working !!!!!

Whatever it is, my conclusion is - I am trying to adapt to my new Timetable and I bloody don't know what Part of the Exam for FOWC I top the class for ! Practical or Theory arh ?!

that's it! Boo!

Stoning-in-process

2010-07-03T19:12:00.003+08:00

I crossed my Legs.

I tilted my head.

I hold my teddy bear on my lap. (Yes, I hug a teddy bear, no my Monkey to sleep)

I stare at the screen.

I blast my music.

I'm staying still.

I'm not talking.

I'm Lazying to move

I'm suffering from a side effect (Nausea) after drinking a mug of Grass Jelly.

and

I just wake up from my NAP !

How to be a responsible commuters

2010-07-02T23:51:00.003+08:00

Seriously, the only word I could use to describe our Fellow Commuters in Singapore is only

RUDE!

Are you denying ?! Don't. Are You even proud to ..

Fart in the Train
Lean against the Pole on the Train.
Not giving up 'Reserved' seats to the needed ones
Standing at the door area and REFUSED to Move to the center of the Train.
Trying to squeeze into the train when the Passenger is not even out of the train yet?

It's time to reflect on yourself (/ves). Typical Singaporean. *shake head*

As people always say..

'Everything happen for a reason'

Let's solve each problem one by one.

1. Fart in the Train

You mean You don't even have the ability to control your Fart as a human? I think your muscle has already gone hay-wire. If not. Please, be considerate to alight the train and fart; not fart and act innocent! Rushing for time? Hold Your Fart !

2. Lean against the Pole on the Train.

Are you telling me that You are born without a backbone or your backbone have problem? It's time to make a trip down to the clinic. A single pole can at least be grab by 5 people, however, because of those Inconsiderate Idiots, these poor people have to left balancing themselves after a tiring day. What to do? Stand and grab the pole properly. Don't want to ? then GRAB a CAB !

3. Not giving up the 'Reserved' seats to the needed ones.

Are You pregnant, old or a handicapped? Can't you get your butts off the Seats when you see there is people who needs the seat for than you these prefectly fine faggot do ? It's never wrong to seat. But, at least take the initiative to give up those seats to the needed ones when they aboard or you saw one.

4. Standing at the door area and REFUSED to move to the center of the train.

' Later I cannot get out of the train how?! '

You all will be saying this. Indeed. Because all of you are thinking this way. The train always 'seems' packed. and the people at the back door area are enjoying the 'fresh' air. How stupid can You all be ?! Move to the center of the TRAIN! For Your info. Just for your information, if you forget to do so. OPEN YOUR BIG EARS. The train do play this instruction. "Pleas move to the center of the train.. "

5. Trying to squeeze into the train when the passagers are not even out yet.

I 100% Know that You are afraid to miss this train. Please, Follow the direction pasted on the platform of the Train. Passagers, pleas do your part by moving out of the train by the center of the door. Please do your part !

*****

anyway I doubt Singaporean understand my words and Governments effort seems to be a Fail AGAIN! Singaporean is just Singaporean. Unique Singapore arh! Please. Singaporean You can do it. Make Singapore a better place to live in.

By the way. I really feel like slapping Students in their school uniform not Giving up seats to the needed one especially when those people are infront to them! What Moral did Your school teach ?!

p/s: " Leave my grammar and whatever mistakes alone! Leave it ! "

that's it! Boo!

He sucks !

2010-07-01T11:51:00.002+08:00

BEWARE -- You are going to experience a post of another COMPLAIN!

Alright. Which idiot doesn't know what fruit is this *point to the picture on top*. Exactly. It's none other than the FUCKING SMELLY Durian. Sorry. I am a typical

ANTI - Durian!

*deleting the picture of durian from my desktop*

I wonder how can people love Durian when it stinks to the core. It STINK, Look DISGUSTING and it is UGLY!

Oh! I remember my mum telling me that when I was a foetus in her tummy. She vomitted and had diarrhoea the entire night by just eating 2 pathetic seed of Durian. *evil laugh* It seems that my hatred for durian is born in me.

Whatever it is. I just HATE Durian!

Fact #10 - I FUCKING HATE DURIANS!

p/s: " To EVERYONE who eat durians. Never burp in front of me! Or else.. *evil smile* "

I thank God for ...

2010-06-28T14:13:00.003+08:00

Oh My God..!

thank You for...

bringing ShiHui into my Life. I've got a Loyal Friend.

Creating opportunity for me to get to know more about Stella, my New Friend!

Bringing these 3 Little Girls into my Life, creating CHAOS and RANDOM-ness.. in good ways ..

Last but not the Least.. for these great gatherings on Friday and Saturday. (the picture above is a Group photo taken on Saturday.)

THANK YOU !

that's it! Boo!

when 3 girls went into the Pussy Den..

2010-06-24T18:26:00.004+08:00

Once upon a time.. When 3 little girl from SHATEC were being LURED into Pussy Den by Brendan.Brendy. The Chaos BEGAN !

Laughters, Craziness and Stupidness filled the tiny Pussy Dens. We were gossiping, chatting, sharing ghost story and most importantly, we are all Dancing to the Korean Songs. *shake butt*

Oh! Jaslynn (one of the little girl, as claim. Obviously she is NOT) was stunned by Hanna's (one of the other little girl) "WOAH .. !! ~~ " . What's that .. Something. *XD*. Only we know it! As people always say..

" For me to know. For YOU TO FIND OUT! "

I really hate this line though...

that's it. BOO!

p/s: " Exam is FINALLY Over! "

" Realistic "

2010-06-18T18:41:00.004+08:00

I had a chat with my younger brother last night about DREAMS. Therefore, I am now inspired to write this post to share with You.

Dream VS 'Realistic' Dream

" Realistic "

According to the dictionary, realistic means - Real or Practical

Everyone dreams. Be it day-dreaming or dreaming in your sleep. It can also be your 'Dream' (goal).

But NOW, I am talking about Dream as in your Goal.

Everyone has a Dream. I dream to be a Chef in the future. People dream to be a teacher, fireman or more. But, the problem is, is your Dream REALISTIC, is it practical?

Giving you an example of my Brother.

My brother is a Primary 6 repeat student. Obviously his study is BAD. He said he wanted to score A for his PSLE this year. Can he do it? Sure do. But he is going to work SUPER hard. But, is it Realistic? No. Base on his result. he is just at the border line. You see the differences?

Dream can be fulfill. But. People always set High Dreams and it became so UNREALISTIC. Common dream by everyone - " I want to be a RICH man! ". Can it be fulfilled? Yes, sure do. But again, is it Realistic? No. You got to work super hard and first of all, what is your Job and the economic situation?

It is always important to set a REALISTIC dream for yourself. It's never wrong to set a dream for yourself. A Dream set as a Goal for Life. A Dream may not be reached at the end of the day.

Now, I will share my thought for Dream. A dream is a Goal for Life, as I said. A dream is also a 'Summary' for what I wanted to do.

Example,

I wanted to be a Chef. Now, what do Chef do ? Chef cooks, he teach, Chef plays with Food, and prepare food. Currently, I am working towards my dream as a Chef. But, I may come across a day when I decided to be a Mentor in a Culinary school or a F&N teacher. Doesn't a Mentor in Culinary School and F&N cook, teach, prepare food for lesson and plays with food? See. You get a picture of what I actually mean ?

Don't understand?

Let's say that You dream to be a Fireman. Fireman save Life, Kill Fire. But, one day you are requested to worked in the Fire Extinguisher Company, creating Fire Extinguisher. Doesn't fire extinguisher Kills Fire and Save Life by putting out fire?

* You should understand now. If you don't, read till you understand! *

A Dream may not be your FINAL target. But a " Summary" of your Target.

Whatever it is. My conclusion is,

" Set a REALISTIC Dream for yourself! "

p/s: " You do not need to agree. That's just my thoughts! "

Shit?!

2010-06-17T20:02:00.003+08:00

shit. Shit. SHIT!

Have You being sorry to your Body and your toilet-bowl for not visiting the toilet today?! If you have.. Bad Pussy!

Do You know HOW IMPORTANT SHITTING IS ?!

Logically and Obviously to remove your toxic in your body. Toxic not removed? Die lorh!

"But I cannot shit neh..! "

Have you done the following?

To eat more fruits and vegetables for dietary fibre
Drink more water
Exercise more

If you have NOT DONE SO! You are obviously a BAD BAD Pussy! You know, other than doing the 3 steps just to benefit yourself from shitting, it also benefit yourself by gaining more Vitamins from fruits and vegetables, enable blood to circulate better and replenish your body liquid content. If you don't know, NOW YOU KNOW!

So. What are you waiting for ?! Get into position on your toilet-bowl, and start PUSHING!

By the way, DO NOT

Read while you shit
Game while you shit
Smoke while you shit

Why?! Let your body relax and concentrate on shitting. How can you shit well while reading or gaming? Poor ass-hole (I meant the ass hole in between your butt crack! XD).

Go! Be a Good Pussy. Seat on the Toilet-Bowl and get ready to get your Job done! Remember, always shit at least once a day.

that's it! Boo

p/s: " the post above is Just for FUN! It's also a brief revision for my coming Exam. XD "

thank you Mummy..

2010-06-13T20:43:00.003+08:00

On my way to my Mum's house this afternoon. I walked past Bread Talk displacing all the colourful, nice delicacies at their window. You know what's that - Cakes. I was yearning for a Cake, a birthday cake. However, I was so upset this morning...

My Mum is so sweet to buy me a really SMALL cake from Polar and celebrate with me. She even gave me a Birthday card, asking me to be HAPPY. But I was showing her a gloomy face and spoilt her mood. She even asked me to bring the cake home, but I've forgotten it ..

I'm such a BASTARD ...

Sorry Mummy.. I LOVE YOU ..

p/s: " My Mum's cake is the only cake I had for this year Birthday... X'( "

Let's call it a "Special" Day..

2010-06-13T19:06:00.006+08:00

First and foremost. I should and it's a MUST that I must greet myself a Happy 17th Birthday. 17 years-old is weird age, not too big, neither too small. Whatever it is. It does not matters. What matter the most, is how I spent my day today.

" It's such a Disappointment.. "

Everything is so predictable; my day sucks. Totally sucks. I'm not even happy at all. I can't smile today. My day is spoilt by my Dad. He nagged at me first thing in the morning because of my brother THANKS TO HIS BLOODY NAGGY TUITION TEACHER! *point middle finger*. Logically my day would be spoilt after that.

I carried those bad feelings with me to my mum's house. My mood is totally spoilt and she is indirectly affected her too. I'm really sorry Mummy. Sigh. I felt such a Bastard.

What did I do today ?! Nothing - Just catch Shrek Forever Somethings (I know I'm slow) and have a short snack with my Mum and Brother in Ajisen. Look! That's how I celebrates my birthday. Plus. No one in my family greet me a happy birthday except my Mummy and my little Brother. X(

I can't believe that my NORMAL SCHOOL DAY IS LOT MORE BETTER THAN TODAY! Sigh.

You know. It's birthday. You would definitely look forward and expect something really interesting to be coming up on that day. But, this year. It just simply Sucks. I spend my day rottening and emo-ing away.

Let's be positive. Today is ALSO my FIRST time receiving almost 50 greetings from 50 different people. Thanks to FB. and of course, I can't deny my close friend too.

Wait. How come I sound so pathetic? It seems that I used to have so little friends in the past. X(

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First, I would like to thank all my friends who wishes me a "Happy Birthday" today. Thank You so much! You all had made my day!

Next, I would like to thanks my close friends for all the encouragement You guys sent to me to cheer me up today! ILY !

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today is never a Happy Birthday. Instead, it's a SAD Birthday.

p/s: " I would never want to expect so much for my birthday again. Once bitten, twice Shy "

p/p/s: " I tried to take a picture of myself today. But I look too ugly .. It's just not a cam-whore day!X( "

it's just another disppointing Lonely Year...

2010-06-12T14:06:00.003+08:00

I'm predicting that my Birthday is going to be

Bored
Lonely
Silly
Stuffy
Struggling
Sad
Disappointed
Upset
Down
a Big " BOO...~~ "

It's my birthday again in another 10 hours. Currently. I had no PLAN. No Motivation. Maybe I should just concentrate on my upcoming Exam. Seriously, where are all my friends that I wanted to go out with. I admit that I am been really Idiotic to choose the group of friend that I wanted to go out with. But, seriously I wanted the outing to be MY way. Just for My sake. I'm Sorry. I'm just been Realistic and Childish. Who doesn't want a Good Outing for their birthday? Right?

"Aiya..! "

Whatever it is, Examination is around the corner. Time to concentrate on my Studies. Studies first! Birthday .. *err..* Forget it. :) Things is going to be fine. Rottening tomorrow.

By the way. I'm grateful that Dianna is the FIRST to greet me a "Happy Birthday!". Thanks alot Honey. Who's NEXT?! HAHAHA

it's coming to the end of Term 1 ..

2010-06-10T21:09:00.003+08:00

In a blink of my pair of eyes (I've created something again), I'm coming to the End of Term 1 in SHATEC. Can You believe it ?! 16 months to my graduation. Definitely, I will be missing all the Good and Easy time in Term 1. *sad* Nevertheless, You are expected to have Examination after each term. So,I'm going to announce that I WILL BE HAVING MY TERM PRACTICAL EXAMINATION TOMORROW! ShiHui is making me worry by asking me Question and Questions. *chilling-in-process*

I should treat tomorrow's practical examination like a NORMAL PRACTICE! *self-consulting*

Whatever it is, there is a few things you can do to help me:

SMS me and wish me "GOODLUCK!" , no "BadLuck" allowed! " Choy! "
Call to wish me " GOODLUCK! "
Pray for me to wish me "GOODLUCK!"

That's all. And You know what. I will appreciate SO SO SO MUCH ! alright. I'm just kidding. I'll do my BEST!

that's it! BOO!

Mr Sick and Mr Nauseau paid me a Visit.

2010-06-07T16:35:00.001+08:00

I am awarded wit the BEST Certificate - the Medical Certifcate for being courteous, care and responsive towards is ENEMIES namely - Mr. Sick and Mr. Nauseau.

THEY SUCKS! All my energy are drained thanks to vomitting .. X(

It's coming to the END..

2010-06-04T18:43:00.002+08:00

-cough cough- The LONG HECTIC, BUSY, TENSE period coming to the end, for the reason being, My PROJECT is FINISHING. You know what, I really deserve a BREAK, nevertheless ICE-CREAM!

My group is almost done with the Essential in Food Knowledge project. -applause- It's so.. so... -err- "PROUD" to tell You all that I actually don't know WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING, let alone understanding what I've done. Oops...

Whatever it is, I just know that It is coming to the End. It's time to relax....~~ *beaming with joy*

HOLD ON!

My Examination is COMING IN TWO WEEKS TIME! *point middle finger* I wonder if I am even able to pass this time round. Sigh Sigh ... Whatever it is, Just Do my BEST!

JUST for You INFORMATION!

MY BIRTHDAY IS AROUND THE CORNER! 9 More DAYS... You know what to do.. XD

SMRT - SUPER MORON RIDE THIS

2010-06-01T22:11:00.002+08:00

Seriously. Do You actually enjoy riding the MRT or LRT during peak hours? NO! Not for me. I'm so fucked up with my encounters today.

It was drizzling this afternoon, thus I decided to left my home before it starts raining heavily. I took out my card and tap. "RED LIGHT". My card was actually INVALID! Wait! There's still $4 plus left. I've went to the Control Station in BISHAN, and asked carefully, can I still you this bloody student pass, they say YES! So now.. they might as well asked me to CHANGE that time right?!

NETS-Tap card flashed in my mind. So I decided to use it. Again, I realise that the balance in that card is running LOW. So, I've decided to top-up. Lucky right?!

WAIT! General Ticket Machine can NEVER TOP UP NETS-Tap!

Why on the fucking world to create that then? Upgrade the BLOODY machines especially in LRT area!

So, I decided to just buy the Standard E-ticket. Thank God, still can buy ticket.

Hold on.. I've got only $50 notes in my wallet. Awesome, FUCKING AWESOME!

Therefore, I am left with NO CHOICE, but to go home and get another ticket. By the way, has Singapore Government actually think that THEY SHOULD SERIOUSLY UPGRADE THE ENTIRE MRT SYSTEM, INCLUDING LRT?! Busy upgrading the Town area and forget about those at the other end of Singapore.

What would I want to change?! Easy.

the bloody SPEED of the MRT! Don't you find that S..L..O..W..?! Encouraging Singaporeans to ride MRT instead of driving, yet not trying to be efficient, increasing the bloody speed. Who wants to ride the MRT ?!
Please, Decrease the BLOODY temperature of the air-conditional in the Train, make it cooler. You all know that the train would be opening the door, every 5 minutes (in average). Yet trying to save the electricity. Everyone is perspiring wearing long sleeves and even BLAZER. Poor Singaporeans.
Increase the Bloody MRT by it's width. I know it maybe hard. But, bloody Singaporeans like to stay around the door area. Crowding around there, not moving to the center of the Train.
Increase the escalator by it's width. Singaporean doesn't understand the meaning of "Standing to Your LEFT". So, now increase the width of the Escalator so that People can stand at both sides!
REMOVE THAT ROUTE WHICH TERMINATES AT YEW TEE! It's the stupidest route I can ever FIND!
Last but not the Least. CHANGE THE RETARDED GATES in the MRT station. They are so bloody retarded, causing Human Jams. Change it to the LRT type!

alright. I shouldn't be so selfish. Apart from this, Singaporean SHOULD ALSO DO SOMETHING!

Always STAND to ONE SIDE! YOU DON'T OWN THE BLOODY ROAD!
Move to the CENTER of the Train Cabin if you are alighting later at the town area. What for crowding around the Pole!
STOP SQUEEZING INTO THE CABIN WHEN YOU KNOW IT IS FULL, BLOODY FOOL! Singaporean just love squeezing ?!
STOP PUSHING! and FASTEN YOU SPEED!
Next but not the least, STOP PUSHING MY BAG WHEN YOU ARE WALKING !

Government should actually physically experience the Squeezing and Pushing during Peak hours in Singapore. What!? You told Singaporean to ride Trains instead of driving, while you enjoy you air-con and fresh air in Your Posh Car. Marvellous! What?! Because you are Government is worried for you safety?! Why not having a "PRIVATE Cabin" infront of the MRT Train specially for Governments and Governments worker?! It's all because of the lack of experience you had - Not taking the Train, You would never know what to improve on and the feelings of the commuters. Government. It's time to TRY-IT-YOURSELF!

p/s: " I am too agitated to check for my Spelling and Grammar error ! "

there's always another side of Me...

2010-05-30T19:51:00.004+08:00

there is always another side of me ..

situationn 1 :

I woke up realising that my vision are Clear.. I started to think, " Could it be that my vision are recovering? ". Until I stood in front of my mirror, I finally understand why - I actually wore my colour contact lens to sleep.

Funny?! Not! I clearly shown another BLUR and STUPID side of me. HAHAHAHAHA.

there is still another side of me..

situation 2:

my brother asked: " Can Your wife hold my title UP high like I am holding? (raise hand) "

I said: " Can Your wife hold Her CB up as high as You wanted?! (point middle finger) "

there is this DISGUSTING and SACARSTIC side of me ...

these is just part of ME .. xoxo

that's it! BOO!

p/s: " No offence.. "

when Pussy (/ ies) meet Dickie..

2010-05-29T22:58:00.003+08:00

Meet all my new Pussies... xoxo

I call it a SAD Day.

2010-05-27T20:25:00.004+08:00

What day is this ?! It seems that my friends around me are sad. I should call this a Gays' Sad Day. I am moody too. I am so angry and got so agitated over my Project stuff. I hate been confused. What on the Bloody World is going on?!

Sigh. Well, keep that aside. My English Skit is a totally thumbs-up. Everything went so smoothly. The amazing part is that we never actually give a proper practice. We just read and try to be "last-minute" thinking of activities to make full use of the 20 minutes! Shalini and I are coming up with Interactions to make full use of 20minutes. Everything is so LAST -MINUTE. Nevertheless, thanks to everyone hardwork and creativity, Ms Ong LOVE it! *celebration - throw rose petal*

Next! Next! Chef Samson gave me a new name - Brend Brend; after hearing me giving Mr Koh a 'cute' name! *LOL*. Please. Don't call me that ! *-.-*

alright. I think that's about it!

that's it! BOO!

p/s: "Shalini is back! I got my Kisses back! "

p/p/s: " Shalini! Bitch is found in the Dictionary arh! It means female dog! "

p/p/p/s: " I HATE PROJECT! "

Life is just tiring.

2010-05-25T23:12:00.002+08:00

My Life is busy revolving around School and Project. I am tired now. Can I talk a rest ? Just a short one.. I promise, I will be back....~~

no title required!

2010-05-24T22:52:00.003+08:00

School Rocks as usual.
My day remains as silly as usual.
My Friends is as cute as ever.
I miss my Secondary days and friends as much as ever.

Life is getting better now. 2 project still in hand. Things is never EASY.

People always tell me -

"Brendan, Life in SHATEC isn't going to be easy. You must be tough... "

"See You so pampered. I shall see how You suffer in SHATEC... "

Naturally, obviously, I would get brain-wash by these hypocrites (Line 2) and people. But, still I am grateful to those who sincerely support me (Line1). Well, true enough. Life in SHATEC is indeed tough. BUT! I do enjoy it. I enjoy crapping during I.S. I enjoy cleaning the damn Kitchen and see my friends playing around. That's the joy. Kitchen - it isn't as BAD as you all thought, probably next time when I am in the industry.

You never know. I was singing and dancing in the Kitchen during I.S with Jaslynn just know. It's SO SO MUCH FUN. Who will think that Kitchen is BAD! It's tough in some point of time...

I'm Looking forward to more school activities. BUT! I REALLY HATE PROJECTS! It's driving me NUTS!

p/s: " I miss SHALINI! "

p/p/s: " SHALINI is MISSING so MUCH FUN in School!"

p/p/p/s:" Kissing is my NEW HOBBY! X)"

I have so much to share..

2010-05-20T19:15:00.003+08:00

(this picture is NOT photoshopped! the bloody computer repairman delete that programme! T.T)

I'm back after 6 days. I'm busy with my school stuff as per normal this entire week- Progress Test, Practical Exam and my Hygiene Test (I got 46/50! So proud of myself!). things are getting better now. I'm currently trying to get inspire and waiting to start on my script for my English Presentation - I've yet to get started. I got to hand up by 10pm today! *tsk tsk ..*

Speech for Host Communication is a BIG "WOW!" . I actually manage to finish reading my speech - Introducing Singapore, Singapore Flyer and Singapore Zoo! Totally Hilarious. I saw everyone LAUGHING! Hopefully it is something Good Right? "Mmmm..." At least I manage to attract the attention of my audience. As usual, I laugh in front of the Class again! I'm Weird!

Next. Next! Practical test is a TOTAL DISASTER! It's so BLOODY stressful and nervous. I was lucky that the Chef did not split my food out. My vegetable FAIL! My carrot is uncooked as told by my Chef. Sad.

We are coming into Fish for Main Course. It is sad to know that my Term Exam, we, the host (student) is required to COOK FISH !!! WHAT THE F! You know what! As usual, I HATE FISH! Sigh. I shall try to LOVE Fish tomorrow.

I've never LOVE school as much as now. In addition, I have never had SUCH INTENSE FEELING in Me. I'm in LOVE! Finally. But, still Time got to do the Job. *waiting impatiencely*.

Last but not the least, I'm ending my post with my Food.

Breaded Dory Fish with Garlic Potato Wedges served with Tartar Sauce.

the Chicken is my product of Practical Progress Test!

that's it! BOO!

oh dear..~~

2010-05-14T20:03:00.003+08:00

oh dear .. ~~ I am BORED (again)! Why is the night so L..O..N..G.. tonight? It's too early for me to start cuddling on my Sexy Cosy Bed. What's with my MSN tonight? I've no one to chat with. *Urgh!* In Short - I AM PATHETICALLY BORED! I miss getting away for a holiday.

I.S today is awesome. I receive a praise from Chef Samson, saying that I am improving. However, he ended his line,

"..don't be too complacenent arh.."

Well, it's true that by human nature thinking, they will start to go proud when they receive praises. However, this time round, this praises does not works too much on me. I've set my mind to do WELL in this School! I don't want to "IMPROVED", but also to "STRIVE". Isn't that the motto of my Secondary School?

"to STRIVE and NOT to YEILD. "

So, fret not! I would 'fly to the sky' by just that praise. All praises are little Motivations to keep me going!

All right. Ebough of my nonsense. Let me end the post with my Food I've cooked today!

PanFry Beef Steak with Seasonal Vegetables and Roasted Potato Wedges served in Black Pepper Sauce.

that's it! BOO!

p/s: " Having a BF does not make You the King of the World and there is NOTHING TO BE PROUD OFF! "
p/p/s: " Hmm ..I think people doesn't know how to TAG me or Leave me a Comment eh?! Just click 'BitchHere'. That's all! "

a month has GONE!

2010-05-13T21:44:00.004+08:00

In a blink of an eyes, I've been in SHATEC for more than a month. Other than the period of arguement with Shalini, my day in school is awesome. I meet new friends, people of different story to share and personality. Of course, I get to meet really great Mentors and Chef, who are willing to teach me everything they know.

I had my first progress test in school today. I finally realise that my Secondary school F&N paper is SO MUCH EASIER! I miss the F&N paper!

I wanted to tell all my friend this,

" We have all come to the Next Stage of Life, be it if You Fail in the past, what ever had happen is all a HISTORY. Now, LOOK FORWARD and START MOVING ON. Polytechnic, ITE or SHATEC Life will be equally wonderful and mermoriable. "

to all my Good Friends in SHATEC,

" We have all wittness the toughness and the format of the paper today. Many things could have happen in the past one month. We only have approximately 11 more months with each other before our half year internship. No matter what, I will Pull You up from where You fall, and MOVE on TOGETHER, FOR WE ARE FRIENDS. IF I were to FALL. Remember to stop your Pace, Move Backwards and PULL ME UP. OKAY? "

Alright, I shall end the post with my Main Course I've prepared on Wednesday! *xoxo*

Roasted Half Spring Chicken with Ratoville and Roasted Potato served in Brown Sauce.

that's it! BOO!

I LOVE it!

2010-05-12T08:26:00.003+08:00

Hey! Do You Love Your School?

So what if You get into a Real Good School like Singapore Polytechnic, but unable to get into the course you wanted. Would you still be enjoying your school life, learning something that you are not interested in? You may be enjoying it, probably the Great time you had with your Classmates. It's Good! But, frankly speaking, I thought it maybe just wasting of your time learning something that is not related to your dream career or something?

I have been in SHATEC for a month. I used to be thinking that,

"Oh God, I'm going to suffer a tonnes here. I doubt I will have good life. And What?! this Diploma is not even Government Recognised! Fuck it! "

But, I'm so damn glad to tell myself now,

" I actually ENJOYING my school life now. Looking forward to school ALMOST everyday to meet my Classmates and attending I.S lesson every Monday, Wednesday and Friday! "

Fret not! I am not sick. I know that I am learning something I have been enjoying. Learning something that I LOVE. What more could I ask for? Well, there is one - Please remove those Hardcore Subject and the Pathetic LONG Hour on Thursday!

What do I actually wanted to share here - ALWAYS GO FOR THINGS THAT YOU LOVE. GRAB THE OPPORTUNITY!

that's it! BOO!

p/s: " Yet to revise for tomorrow's Progress test! Tsk tsk ..! "

It's a total Fail Day Yesterday.

2010-05-11T10:28:00.003+08:00

Practical as usual yesterday. Roasted Chicken Breast, with Buttered Potato and Mushroom Fricase (I don't know how to spell) on the Menu. The whole entire practical turned out to be a MESS. Oil splatting all over the place, it even splatted onto my hands. Red Wine Sauce tasted weird, but taste better after it is being heated up the last time, I wonder why too. My Chicken Breast is slightly overcooked. It's alittle hard. What a FAIL day.

I got to say this, and Shalini wanted me to say this,

"Her Red Wine Sauce was good!"

-ahem- I just said that! Yes. Shalini wine is better than mine yesterday. Surprisingly. *XP*. She so damn bloody proud the whole day yesterday! *HAHAHA*. It's total hilarious bitching with her.

Alright, whatever it is. I shall ebd this post with the Picture of my Food I've prepared yesterday.

p/s: " I've yet to study for my exam! Marvellous eh ?! "

What I've Learnt.

2010-05-07T15:46:00.004+08:00

"tada..!!~~ " I'm back with a post of 4 photos! It's all my food! From Chicken to Fish and even Soups!

First ! I shall Introduce my Roast Spring Chicken!

Second, Pouched and Pan-Fried Fish! *Eew..*

Last but not the Least, Minestrone, Consomme and Onion Soup!

p/s: "Onion Soup is the worst out of all! "

*ahem!* I'm so proud of myself! I am able to debone Fish and Chicken! Not prefect, but at least I am able to do it!

That's it! Boo!

Fish ! (again)

2010-05-06T20:13:00.003+08:00

We are going into main course! *applause*

Fish! I cooked fish yesterday! Sea Bass - White and "Sexy" right! NO! Nevertheless, I still hate fish!

I was taught to fillet fish from the WHOLE entire Fish. What! Who needs help here! I don't ! So proud of myself that I am able to do IT MYSELF! *pad on my shoulder*. Frying of fish was G-O-O-D! Except that the edge of the fish breaks off! *Pfft!*. Pouched Fish is BETTER! Fish to eat, soup to drink! Even though the stock isn't suppose to be served together.

I've found my weakness so far! I'm always unable to handle Roux! What the FISH! My stock always reduce drastically when I am whisking the roux into the soup! WHY WHY WHY! *tsk tsk..* Going to work on it!

p/s: " No matter what! Fish Sucks! They aren't cute! except some xoxo! "
p/p/s: " I'm still proud that my fish is edible and delicious yesterday! "
p/p/p/s: " Roast Spring Chicken with Brown Sauce, Roasted Potato and Seasonal Vegetables on Menu tomorrow! "

nonsense of Brendan Jenkins.

differentiating Singaporean girls.

Wedding

.. what i hate.

disciplinary issue

childhood

don't stop me.

when.

perspective.

yes. i'm Back!

Life as a Joke.

i guess,

Life's a Joke.

way overdue.

Coffee Lounge

why..!

when I was young ...

enough of ranting.

Trainee.

wtf?

internship.

first.

farewell.

everything happen.

i've signed.

my friends said..

Zzzzzz......

it's Saturday.

+

happy birthday. ♥

too much to say.

next step.

just thoughts and encouragement.

it's easier than I expect

a quick post.

i guess i'm ready for the comeback. NOT

Chinese New Year

*Errr....

Red Alert!

Please.

Life.

3 Mice ♥

I doubt there's any more future.

Freak..

OLD!

that's mine!

How Could it be .. ?

I thought that he is Bad, but I've meet someone Worst!

are You Proud.

that's what I want to say

Dedicated to Jaslynn and Dianne

it's about ME...

i think it worth some thinking..

Nothing to say ..

tattoo seriously no Joke.

Virginity VS Men

Boyfriend of Bagfriend ?

Life goes on ..~

personal perspective.

making comparison.

that's kids.. DUH!

it's Sunday ..

Titanic..

Remarkable.

July..

10years down the road.

it's never a fashion.

Homosexual. Is it wrong?

Sausage Needs a Blow-Job!

You call that School Holiday ?

... *crow fly over*

First day of school after a Long 1 Week holiday.

Stoning-in-process

How to be a responsible commuters

He sucks !

I thank God for ...

when 3 girls went into the Pussy Den..

" Realistic "

Shit?!

thank you Mummy..

... crow fly over