it's all the nonsense of brendan

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I'm tearing again.

I've tired. I've appeal. I've tried to do whatever I can.

I've failed. I'm defeated.

I am inspired to go to that school since Secondary three. I really do. I want to get a diploma in that course. I've apply for all sorts of admission exercise. Finally I am defeated.

I can only blame myself.

Blame myself for not working hard enough
Bame myself for not scoring better in my 'O' Level result so that I can enter based on my result.
Bame myself for being shy and not brave enough to appeal for my course.
Blame myself for not been confidence.
Blame myself for all my wrongdoings.

It's all retribution. Maybe. I just envy those who is doing so well - having a great family, getting into their desire course and may even have a Love one. I am just totally opposite.

Culinary and Catering Management

Brendan.Brendy

brendanBrendy K.O!

I know I have to move on. I will move on. Well, just let me be sad for a few hours. *wink*. I am better now. *Pfft*

SHATEC ..~~ Here I come.

But, I must really thanks SHATEC for giving the chance. I will do my BEST in Shatec!

Now, I understand how WeiYi feels when she got her 'O' level result. It's the pain that you are crying when you know you have been trying hard but still fail at the end. This is the Pain I am experiencing. Not the school I am ending up in.

From Interschool Baking Competition > Junior Chef Competition > Direct Poly Admission > Prelim Exams > 'O' Level > Joint Admission Exercise > Joint Poly Special Admission Exercise > Appeal Interview . This is my effort for this course, trying to proof that I really want this course and I am working hard towards it. I still fail. Every small mistake in each part is causing this failure.

I know there are still lots of people out there working real hard to there dreams too. Well, mine is just a small case. I'm defeated. I've got to move on..

Monday, March 22, 2010,5:37 PM