
Pain

I had awarded myself with a GREATEST certficate of the world - the MEDICAL CERTIFICATE. Well nothing much. I am getting into abnormal headache. I realise something about myself - I AM AFRAID TO GO TO SCHOOL . Which means . I had school .. I felt the stress. The stress of punishments, of rules, of lesson and most importantly the STRESS OF HOMEWORK . I felt suffocated. I want to go to work. It should be so much easier, Simpler. I think so . I am so tired. Very tired to handle and carry such a heavy burden - STRESS , on myself. It's very tired. I have tried, at least I tried. How I wish i was just a simple human being. So small that the world can't find me. So simple that the world laugh at me. At least I bring joy to the others.
" I know GOD is GREAT. He created us. He will always be by our side. HE is our stepping stone to our GOAL" I believe th GOD would help me....
My little hammy was growing well .. Wahaha.. I carried and play around with it ..!! It's so cute!!! HAHA...XP
"May GOD BLESS me!!!"
Tuesday, March 24, 2009,10:22 AM